I am tumbling pretty badly right now and told my husband I have not had a bad run like this since 1983.

“My daughter…that was long, slow and deeply painful. It was prolonged; deep; pain. It was slow Agony that went on and on but this is different. This comes out of nowhere and I haven’t had a run like this since 1983. I just hit a skid back the and one thing after another after another kept happening, all of it jarring and cascading and there was nothing I could do until I landed. It went on like that for six months and then I landed at the Plaza Hotel and met, Ben. Yeah, I’d lost everything by then and when I landed at the Plaza, Ben was there. We met and that was when I started to be able to feel the ground under me again. I just ended the streak.”
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I mentioned here or there things have been breaking my way lately. I have reacted to this by increasing the level of my optimism and now I have questions.

I am naturally pretty optimistic so when I have a run like this, I tend to exploit it. For example one time I was in Vegas and I hit some phenomenal streak of luck.  I broke open six slot machines in one casino. At one point I called the mechanic to service on machine, moved down 2 seats and broke up another one… moved down 2 more seats and broke open a third all before the guy could get my money from the first machine.

Continue reading Run Of Luck…

Busted (ya’ll know him, right?) wrote this in a comment, then opted to email it inviting me to make an open question out of it so I will. A few days ago I said I preferred conversation, yes? So here goes.

Busted writes on Composite Charts and Destiny in regards to my stating I regretted separating from the soldier when we were young…

“But I have lots of regrets and, tellingly, they’re mostly connected with Saturnian moments in my life, but at the time it was simply inconceivable to do anything other than what I did: all advice sounded hollow, no other realities seemed possible. The whole Saturnian objective of: “…clutched it up, dug deeper, listened to reason…” are easy to say in retrospect.”
Continue reading Busted And Elsa P Discuss Fear And Faith And Saturn In Transit

I have two clients who are close friends. I have worked with both of them multiple times, they are both writers and they write me and what kills me is the strange synergy that has developed and envelops the three of us.

In both cases these women write to me, often extensively and once they do, they frequently are able to move ahead and heal themselves. I never meant for this to happen. and either did they but still this has constellated and I have become in affect, their Dam troll.

Continue reading Elsa P: Astrologer And Dam Troll