“Two people told me they trusted me today. You know. They don’t trust anyone but they do trust me. Two! Isn’t that strange?”

“Yeah. How’d that make you feel?” he asked.

“Make me feel? Not much. I mean I know I can be trusted. They can trust me for sure.”

(sweating below the brea)
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The soldier and I continue to try to understand our fights which are intense as hell. You’d be stunned to witness I’m sure and one of the things that we know is once the soldier gets mad it is very hard to get him un-mad. Once hot it takes him a day at least to cool off, this is if he is trying. In contrast, I can snap out of it in about 30 seconds.
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“Well, P, you’re just impossible to please,” the soldier said in the middle of a battle.

“Excuse me?” I yelled like a loud Italian that I am. “Excuuuuuuuuuse me?”

“You can’t be pleased!” he shouted. (swearing below the break)

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“Well, P, you’re emotionally drained from our fight. We didn’t have time to completely recover,” the soldier explained.

“Is that what it is?”

“Well yeah. We should have had our fight on… Tuesday. Yeah, if we’d have had our fight on Tuesday we could have been mad all day on Wednesday when I was at work.”

I didn’t say anything but I was amused. Mercury rules timing and he’s trying to dictate the timing of our fights.

“I’m in Cordes,” the soldier said. “You and I got in a fight here once.”

“I don’t remember.”

“I do,” he said emphatically.

“You remember everything. The last fight I remember was in Colorado at that truck wash. The blond girl put her underwear on your stuff and I made you pay me $5 to get rid of her. I wasn’t going to help you for nothing.”
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“This is my other song for P. This is the song I was thinking of last time we were fighting…”

Somehow I am proud of this.

The soldier at dinner tonight…

“How was your day, P? Did you yell at anyone?”

Vid busted up and I blushed and then smiled my appreciation.

Turns out I don’t mind being acknowledged.

“You’re not much for hugging,” I told the soldier on the phone.

“I hug you! I hug you all the time and I kiss you too. I kiss you so much my lips are chapped. I hug you so much, I’ve got sore arms.”

“Oh for Godsakes.”

“Well, P, in my world when you hug someone it’s because you’re going to kill them in the next second. And you don’t let anyone hug you either, less you be killed. Considering this… considering my background, I’d say I hug you quite a bit. My hugging has come a long way,” he said.
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“I’m listening to you, P,” the soldier said as I offered instructions on how to cook something on the road. “I always listen to you because I think you’re the smartest girl, ever.”

“Oh COME ON. You don’t think that.”

“No, I do think that. I do listen to you, you are the smartest girl ever and the only thing I don’t listen to you about is that… the aspirin / tylenol debate.”