My man is dying. As above, “Jupiter and Juno have a special relationship in myth, husband and wife, gods.” My man is dying. “Ride it out, take things seriously, do the right thing, say the right thing (Mercury) and commit (Juno). Go deeper and get real.” 37 years ago as I slept next to him, an angelic voice spoke to me in a dream that I didn’t have to stay if I didn’t want to. I was up in the corner of the ceiling, being pulled out, as I looked down on him and our baby and my answer was, “No, I’m going to stay; they’re going to need me.” That same night I dreamed I was in a leper village, and a man who was afflicted came walking up behind me with an outstretched hand. My reaction in the dream was to run from him, but he tagged me, and then I knew, then I knew that if only I had shown compassion to him, then I would not also become sick. This is really happening in real life now. I’ve tried to see it in the charts as we navigate the sky, and never could find it, but always knew it. Weigh anchor; it’s his time to sail. Thank you all for your friendship, and think positive thoughts for us. Gegenschein.

Please do not feel as if you have caused your illness through any selfishness. In your dream, you said that you would stay as they needed you. This showed compassion that night.

Truly, we are only a veil thickness apart from our ‘departed’ and he may very well be one who helps cross you over when it is your time to part the veil. You feel like a writer to me. I hope you do that.

((((((Gegenschein)))) May this journey be peaceful. You have done the right thing, by loving and committing. God bless.

Thanks to every one of you, so much. Your thoughts will get me/us through it.

I read your response a night or two ago, and I had to go back to it and thank you. This is the one of the most beautiful things that anyone has ever said to me. It never occurred to me that he might be the one to help me cross over. Of course it would be him, if he can cut the cord in this life. I have to get a consult from Elsa, because I feel sure that it’s in our charts, and that this is Karmic. The first time I saw him, I was overcome by something I never knew and had to step out of the room, and I doubled over and had to take deep breaths, with my ‘outside voice’ saying to me “what is it about this man that I have to leave the room and cannot look at him?” We married, had a baby son and then I had that dream. Had another premonition 10 years later that hit me upside the head and I doubled over; three days later he had a severe injury. And now this, but the waters seem calmer than the storm of years ago. His aunt taught me Astrology when our son was a year old (and I’m not up to date as the rest of you are), and she said to me about the marriage that I was beginning to have doubts about that he and I would “always be in communication”. I really didn’t have time to pursue Astrology with a young son and Nursing. You’ve given me the words I need to hear at this time, and you have great insight.