There are a number of people in my life who communicate with a distorted version of me. Perhaps it is because this is all they can see, but it’s just as likely the confusion is on my end, and so thick it’s seems impossible to try to overcome it. It’s as if they send me lines of communication and I send them back squiggly lines because this is all I have.
With Venus square Neptune in my chart, I would have a tendency to interact with people in this way, but at the base of this, I think it’s a defense. I have a strong Saturn Neptune signature in my chart as well, and if you’ve ever hurt me, I am going to obscure myself so as to not be such an easy target.
I feel it is deceptive to send my hologram out to deal with people, with friends, even. But I don’t know how to stop this. If you don’t like my defined self, I will give you my undefined self. I don’t seem to be able to stop this. I am that codependent.
Finding someone who consistently relates to me as a human being with clear definition is almost impossible. To date I have only met one person like that in my life. His name is, Ben.
I know there are others out there like me. Can you relate to this?
Also, are there people in your life who you feel serve you up an obscured version of themselves?
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