There was a thread about this, I was listing the stuff going on or whatever…I don’t remember. I tried to find it and found this instead: Mercury Square Pluto: April 25, 2012 – Mental Focus And The Undertow Of Conversation. It was written in April and I thought it was intense then, lol.

I have been under mind-boggling pressure for all these months since and I just have to laugh.  It’s like any other Pluto station – you just can’t glean what all the hell is going on and probably won’t be able to assimilate it all for 10 years. That’s right, 10 years. I have been watching astrology for decades and that is the low end figure I’ve come up with. Low estimate because I really think it’s more like a dozen year or fifteen!

I am not on the phone much anymore except to clients.  Its a communication (Mercury) blackout (Pluto) of sorts.  When I do call out, it’s just impossible to converse, really. I don’t really have time to talk about the bedbug threat or the insurance company of the woman who hit my son and Q on their bikes. I have jury duty coming in Arapahoe County where the Aurora shooter will be tried, and the main things I am doing, I won’t even bore you with.

I do like being cunning and I think I’m pretty deadly ON. I judge this from the fact I have my husband’s full attention. He laughs at my sharp comments and is certainly taking notes of my insights, but I sure miss swirling down and around.

I also have to cope with feeling repulsive – you scorps know what I mean. “Swamp Thing” (search) as I’ve called myself over the years.  I’ll tell you this much: there is no relief. There has not been 5 minutes of relief for a number of months now. I am not sure when this will let up but I don’t think it’s soon. A year maybe? I haven’t had a chance to look.

Anyone else in this kind of heightened state?