good shit.

I can’t remember whose tagline this is but I often think of it: you get what you get and you don’t complain. I like it. I have a few knives in my arsenal and I’m very grateful for them. they’ve come in handy.

they also make it easier to forgive, I find.

What great advice this is. It’s a good reminder that although one sometimes cannot help their circumstances, one can certainly work to get something positive out of them. As the old song goes, “You’ve got to know when to hold ‘em, know when to fold ‘em, know when to walk away, know when to run!”

Having the last guy break my heart was so far the best thing that ever happened to me. Sure it was shitty for a while, but god damn if it didnt turn my world upside down for the better. I took all the love I felt and started dispersing it into the world. I saw the beauty of live for the first time.
I still havent fully fathomed the gift that this was, but I can see glimpses of it and so far…it’s only getting better.

Thanks, Jessica but I wrote this about 2 years ago, LOL.

:: ducks ::

Sorry! But just wait until you see how smart people think I am after I am dead! It’s gonna be greaaaaaat!

“She was in heaven… before she died…” J. Prine

Oldies but goodies. I still needed to read this today. Thanks Elsa!

p.s. I double dog dare anyone to tell me I didn’t get that house because I had conflicting desires or wasn’t manifesting things properly right now.

*grrrr*

I know! What the hell? Who does that to people? Do they not realize this is a big deal to us?

And god bless them, trying to sell a house in this market. Anyone care to wager on whether she’ll come back asking if we want to rent it after we’ve found another home?

We have an appointment at 5:30 to view one in the same neighborhood. It’s about the same amount of space. Not quite as adorable but a little cheaper rent so it might be better for us in the long run.

Some hurts just hurt alot more than others. Some betrayals go so deep – that is when the hurt comes from someone you trusted implicitly. My marriage has survived a betrayal, but , the hurt was a physical pain that I cannot even describe. That took YEARS to heal. Other betrayals – short-term relationships, co-workers, even “friends” , mostly I react in anger, not so much hurt, and I simply cut them out of my life.

Just betrayed here. A huge inmense, a cosmic dimensions betrayal involving my extended family. I am going to freeze and disolve part of that extended family in my life in my thoughts and feelings (Satrn-Uranus opp just t-squaring my moon. My moon is tsquared already)
Hurts just hurts sometimes, as I have seen here, in the comments… accurate and wise words.
The worst thing is that I’ve saved the ass of the betrayer (without knowing he was my enemy) There is not positive side of this experience for me. I feel clean, I feel lighter however with the truth, there is not space for resentment and bitterness in my soul. It is enough for me to know I am a better person.

i figure everyone needs to have their heart broken at least once.

Falling apart is just finding the pieces!

When Patsy starts singing “I Fall to Pisces” I remind myself, “I Don’t Think Hank Done It This Way”

Yes some of my Saturn figures are old country crooners.

Hank and Patsy, both Virgo. Country music is filled with earth signs, go figure.

As a mother of three and a hairdresser, Tammy Wynette told her husband she wanted to be a country music singer and he said “Dream on, baby”. She left him and raised her children on her own. I think her first few years in the business, all her money went to her sick child’s hospital bills. Taurus.

The second spike of her career happens after she marries George Jones, Virgo.