My ex recently contacted me to tell me he regretted not fighting for our relationship. Before this happened my feeling was that HE didn’t fight for the relationship–because I tried to talk to him all the time, wanted counseling, blah blah

Funny thing is, once he said it, I realized that we should have been fighting for our relationship much before the end came–I KNEW there were serious problems, say a year before we split–chose to ignore them, thinking love would save us (damn Venus-Neptune).

After I finished my week of crying I realized that the truth (we could’ve done much more, before the end) was painful, but it was also going to help me (and I believe, him) absolve guilt that we split up. Our talk made me realize how guilty we both feel for the other person’s pain. It’s so useless to continue to wallow but lately I just have been giving up and thinking something inside me has broken and can’t be healed. I hope time proves me wrong.

yeah, there is some hard core stuff being revealed, that’s for sure. But it does offer tremendous liberation. These windows are there and I do think people will scramble through them once these planets turn direct.

I find it an immense relief.

Feeling melancholy at reading Chrispito..

Nothing hardcore yet..still waiting. Hope when I get a “revelation” I’ll recognize it..Thanks Elsa!

Not only can I hear/read you loud and clear Elsa, but can totally relate. For me, it’s like this: “I think with Jupiter (truth) conjunct Uranus (liberation) the truth at this time will ultimately set you free.” These two planets are conjunct, with Uranus 5′ from my MC, and I find that I’m trying to find my truth and liberation in regards to my choosen career right now (stay at home Mom who is looking at finding a way to support herself). Transiting Jup & Ur are also opposing my Pluto, so that alone shows that it’s time for some major changes. Jup & Ur are also squaring both my Sun & Moon, so lets just add some tension to all this, shall we?!!

Next, you said “The job (Saturn) is to discern (Virgo) what the truth is. The deep truth this is, as Pluto is also involved.” I’d say so, as transiting Saturn is conjunct my Pluto by 1′. So I am digging deeply for the truth of my “job” and life to this point. Of course with Saturn coming to my IC (in 6′-once it goes direct again) there are lots of changes coming to my “home front”. Again, this puts Saturn squaring my Sun & Moon also, so just add more tension, right?

Third, transiting Pluto is also making some waves for me, as it’s opposing my sun by 1′, and conjunct my natal Moon/Jupiter conjunction. It’s also squaring itself as well as my MC/IC (exact right now).

So here’s what I say, I say it’s time to get a consult and let someone with way more knowledge and insight help me find my way thru all this!!! LOL!!
Angie

A big hell to the yes from this corner…

Frankly, I think this whole astrological grand cross intense hullabaloo is about stepping into the truth that will set us free. We are being given a choice: to look around, see that belief in things like Santa Clause is just a foil for the higher truth (of divine love being spread through all), and wake up and see the beauty of what’s really going on.

I honestly haven’t been on the planet long enough to know if something as intense as this wave of aspect after aspect, grand cross after grand cross, tight conjunct after another, is a common thing or not. However, I am a student of history, antiquity and Eastern included. And while history is full of strange stories, our time is very interesting, very potent. At any rate, the truth will set you free: have we ever been better poised, as a race, to accept this message?

What about that other line from the movie: “you can’t handle the truth”
Frankly, that’s the other option, which your post was, perhaps, eluding to.

Either you can’t handle the truth, or the truth will set you free. How do you want to play it?

The time to decide is now.

thank you always to Elsa for allowing us to personlise the stars. I have not commented for a long while – perhaps because my scorpionics gets overwhelmed by all the openness, but there is great value in this space of sharing. Also, have been silent because of the immensity of all the changes the alignments are instigating deep within all of us.
Family stuff fluffed over for decades has come to light – I always knew it was there and being told otherwise made me continually sick on a psychic level. I am letting it go now that the truth is out. The Saturn / father is holding me back trying to help, but we all know which path good intentions take one to. And then the Uranus Jupiter conjunction is on my natal Chiron and boyo are my studies and passions all coalescing into a definite me, an authentic me, that has always been there but due the antics of family have prevented my manifesting.
It is a huge revelation – at 41 – to finally know that my journey is mine alone and that I need to be vigilant in its protection as there are dark forces that have been at play. I choose the light and liberation!
YAY!!

fortunately we have three chances to find the truth with Jupiter conjunct Uranus.

Wow, I needed to hear this. Truly thankyou.