OH boy howdy. Although I am still legally married. I have had no relationship with him for 2 years now. Long story, financial reasons. Well he just called and wants to come over tonight and discuss money. I could tell by the tone of his voice this was a front. Trying to be graceful I am trying to be polite, but my gut is nauseated. It’s not the fact that he fu**** one of his best friends wife, it’s the berayal of the whole damm situation. I am more disgusted now then when it happened.

I had a dream tonight that revealed a seemingly unhealable wound. It shed a new light on some things and may have just given me the key to unlock the corpse I’ve been chained to in one case. Woohoo!

I just love Barnabas Collins.

Good ole Barnabas Collins. Loved Dark Shadows.

I cracked up when I saw the photo of Barnabas Collins…I loved that show when I was in high school and used to try to rush home so I didn’t miss it.

Anyways…about past loves coming out of the woodwork…my husband’s ex-wife manifested herself this week on my husband’s brother’s facebook. She contacted him with her first name, maiden name and new married name and attempted to “friend” him. He didn’t recognize the names and “accepted” her. Lo and behold…we noticed her. My husband called his brother and basically said, “WTF, why are you friending my ex-wife from 29 years ago? His brother said that he did it inadvertently and he was going to delete her, which he did. But, I wanted you to know Elsa…that you really called that energy. My husband was freaking out…that’s one “mummy” he wasn’t looking to conjure up again…LOL

PA