I thought I’d come on here and outline how this phenomena (the hall of mirrors) works with a real life story. If you can track this I am sure you will be able to identify this pattern in your own life and in the lives around you so here goes:

Once upon a time there was a regular around here, Loonsounds. She used to comment a lot and one day another astrology blogger came on this blog to address and insult her quite profoundly.  It was the first time this gal had ever commented on my blog so basically her first handshake was a viscous attack of one of the regulars.

Continue reading Once Upon A Time On An Astrology Blog… Holding Your Ground Under Duress

With Neptune on the midheaven and various other indicators, I am extreme example of a common phenomena where people mistake others for a figment of their imagination. Anyone with Venus mashed up with Neptune (Venus in Pisces or the 12th house, Neptune in the 7th or Venus in aspect to Neptune) is going to find themselves involved in situations like this.

I’ve written a lot about this and made a series of videos. The one below discusses a man who married me when he didn’t even like me… you could say he married my “hologram” rather than my actual person and when the veil drops on something like this it is very painful in both directions.

Continue reading Neptune On The Midheaven: Combating Mistaken Identity – It’s Impossible, Disillusion Is Guaranteed

Subtlety Counts

The Smell Of Oblivion

This Is Where I Draw The Line

Today on the boards – Were you raised with religion as a child?

Problems with Harmony/Femininity? How about you?

‘You figured out I love you?”

“No I didn’t figure that out. I see you and that old country song plays.  Hello, Trouble!  Come on in! You talk about heartaches, Where’n the world ya been?”

A few weeks ago the soldier and I watched a movie, I thought it was great.  Matter of fact I called satori and told her I thought the movie was near perfect. I liked it’s tone, the casting, the costuming and the story was haunting to me.  The movie is, Defiance and I can’t seem to stop thinking about it.

I considered writing about it last week and checked the ratings and reviews on the movie out of curiosity. I guess I wanted to know if anyone else was bugged out by it or what they thought about it or whatever. I was fairly surprised to see the fairly low ratings and the reviews which were decent but qualified so I let the writing idea go at the time but I still can’t stop thinking about this movie so here I am.

Continue reading Fighting For Freedom And Survival

The Moon is in Aquarius. People are chilly and detached after yesterday’s family brawl which makes a lot of sense.  SPACE is the word of the day.

On other fronts Saturn is applying in square aspect to Pluto.  That crush is comin’ I don’t care what the airy types say. (tag – crush)

If you wonder about this just ask Roman Polanski.

See what is coming up – Transit Watch

“But It’s Still Vomiting You Know”

Reality Intrudes On Neptune

The Relationship Fails- Now Whose Fault Is That?

Today on the boards – Eddie Izzard’s Astrology

Old love letters/toss out, or keep?

The soldier and I are becoming very emotional as our wedding date draws near. We had about 12 hours together this weekend which passed quickly. We briefly thought we were going to be able to spend the day together but the wind changed and that didn’t come to pass.

The soldier was jolted by this, he was not really ready to leave. The going / not going / then going through him for a loop but the jerk of it didn’t hit me for awhile. It’s very possible we won’t see each other until the day (or more likely the middle of the night) before our wedding. This is pretty hard to consider because like I said we are both getting increasingly emotional.

Continue reading My Wedding – The Culmination Of A 28 Year Saturn Cycle

The Moon (depressed) in Capricorn opposes debilitated Mars in Cancer and daddy and mommy fight.

You will either be daddy or mommy, good luck figuring out which.

(The fight is for control of course.)

See what is coming up – Transit Watch

Annalisa writes:

“Don’t you just love when the energy comes to a head on top of everyday life? BANG. The big bang. I think that when people marry there is a change in energy that covers everyone and everything they do from there out. At least I have found that to be true. To get married is a BIG DEAL, even if you make the wedding small. Things will change forever on that day.

Do you think that too? Marriage has it’s own energy.”

I do agree with her and think traditional marriage will come back into vogue with Saturn in Libra.  Her mail made me think of one of my favorite things I have ever written down. From 2007: A Billion Years…

How do you see marriage and is your view of it shifting?