It was disturbing when the soldier explained this to me but the astrology is vivid and and relevant to the sky right now, particularly over the next few days.

“When you get mad, it’s like a slingshot. It’s like a slingshot around a planet,” he said. ‘Vrrooom!” he added, swooshing his hand by as fast as he could.

We were sitting in the bathtub and I looked at him to see if he were serious and it seemed he was but I asked in case.  “Are you serious?”

“Well yeah. You get mad when you do it’s immediate. It’s instantaneous. It’s… Vrrooom!”

“You mean I have a flash temper.”

“No, you don’t have a flash temper.  You don’t have a temper. You don’t have a temper you lose like normal people do. You’re just normal and then all the sudden – vrroom!  You’re off like a slingshot and there is no way to tell when it’s going to happen. There is no rhyme or reason, no voice change… there is no nothing at all.”

“Hmm.”

“P, most people show signs they’re getting mad.  You can just tell they’re getting pissed off so you can do something to stop or avoid a fight but you? There is no such sign. I’ve never seen anything like it in my life.  I have tried and tried to find a pattern but there is no pattern to be found. There is no trigger, no nothing I can discern in years of trying. All I know is you’re standing here…. and then all the sudden you’re off over there on another planet all the way into stratosphere and I have no idea how you do it.”

“I don’t know how I do it either.”

“Nope and I don’t know anyone else who does this either… P, I’ve never seen it before. So I do feel sorry for these people who piss you off because I am sure they have no clue they’re getting on your nerves and once the slingshot goes, it’s gone.”

“I don’t get pissed off with off cause,” I said, feeling sorry for the world who has to deal with me.

“No, maybe not but that’s not what I’m saying. I am saying you give no sign. You give no sign or no warning something is going to happen, it just happens and it happens in less time than it takes a second to pass…”

I have had a few days to think about this and still think it is disturbing. I have some idea what he’s talking about but personally, I have great, very acute awareness (inside) when I am getting pissed off so my poker face must play here to some extent. Last night I brought it up again.

“I know when I am getting mad. I can feel myself,” I said.

“I’m sure. But no one else can tell. I’m telling you there is no sign or warning whatsoever. There is no pattern, it’s not your period, it can’t be timed or accounted for in any way. But if you do ever witness it, you’ll know it and you’ll not forget it. Yeah, that P went off and she went off like a rocket circling a planet, there is nothing you can do, she’s gone.”