The Sun is in Aries is squaring Mars in Cancer and people are wholly pissed, have you noticed?  If you have planets around 7-12 degrees Cardinal you are almost guaranteed to be embroiled in something.  Everybody wants to fight and it’s not that some of these fights aren’t necessary I am just noticing people are incredibly driven to take a stand today… to cut off the head of the enemy and I just wonder if there won’t be a serious hangover come Monday.

So what about you? Are you on the attack and/or being attacked today?  What do you see out there?

My son has begun to cartoon his life. He draws what he sees the way he sees it and I am freakishly happy because I know firsthand how telling stories invokes Jupiter which acts as anecdote to the Saturn blues.

My son really has had a terrifically difficult life starting from the time he was 4 days old and seeing him with this outlet… well I just know he will blossom and be okay.

A few weeks ago he was threatening to draw his Mom burping and I think he has caught on to the power of all this. Got a problem with your mother? Draw her burping and watch her Libra flip out! There. All better.

This started when he was 4 years old. My daughter had been picking on him not stop as she was prone to do and apparently he had just had enough. Never in his life had he retaliated but he was PISSED and he grabbed a piece of paper and drew a picture of a tic.

Continue reading Sun Conjunct Saturn @ 8 Years Old – The Power Of The Pen: Storytelling (Jupiter) As Savior To Capricorn And Saturn Types

The Moon heads towards conjunction with Pluto so the people who got hit hard with last week’s grand cross get hit again but it’s much milder. In other words if you survived last week you’ll have little problem today. In fact I’d say it would be more like an opportunity to emotionally process what went on last week.

This is in your best interest of you people with planets in the early degrees of the Cardinal signs (Aries, Cancer, Libra, Capricorn) because more is on the way and it’s sort of like not falling behind in your work.

See, Pluto is taking you down in increments so just imagine being in a well and having a chance to acclimate your eyes so you can see where you are at and parse the situation. Do it now because you are going deeper.

Dear Capricorn,

Sure Venus in Scorpio is obsessive and passionate but how about self-protective, hmm? How about Scorpio’s famous will to survive? I am sorry but I don’t have much sympathy. Why would I have sympathy for someone who is doing exactly what they want to do? Do you think this is accidental? Do you think you lack purpose? I do not agree.

I think you are using this guy as an excuse not to apply yourself. He is a way and means for you to find and feel an edge. He is a way you can feel pain and manifest your fear of failing. It’s got to be you because how can any of his doing when he’s not even on the scene?

Your friends don’t understand? I bet they do understand. They understand you are frothing at the mouth for a man who has no interest. They understand you are doing lousy in school and basically wrecking your life and while you’ve certainly got the right, I would not recommend it.

I recommend you clutch it up. I recommend you throw glass of cold water in your own face. Whatever it takes to snap yourself out of this, because you are in college now and you are supposed to paying your dues – as opposed to disabling yourself and calling it “love”.

Good luck.

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The other night I asked the soldier about his praying – he prays all the time. I told him I never asked God for anything and he seemed surprised.

“I figure I get whatever I get and whatever it is I’ll be satisfied with it. I will make do.”

“Someday you might want to ask God for something,” he said.

“Yeah, I don’t know about that,” I said. “I always figure, careful what you ask for.”

“Well that’s true too,” he said and we moved on to other things.

And then tonight “asking for things” or rather “not asking for things” came up again in conversation with a pal. I claimed to ask for 1% of what I gave. I went on to say how important it was that I got the things I did ask for and then I thought about “scarcity”.

You know how they say you have to ask for all this bounty? Do you think this is true? Do you think you have to ask for a raise to be blessed with a raise or do you think you’ll get what you deserve one way or the other as in you miss the raise you deserve but win the lottery?

Where is your Jupiter?

This is sweet. I just got a mail from a Scorpio pal. She was concerned because my energy in the last video is lacking and she knows my life is rife with stress. This combined with the fact I am going for a blood test got her attention and for anyone thinking similar things, not to worry. The video was filmed in September so it is not current.

This is another example of the Neptune on the Midheaven hologram effect as outlined here: This Blog Is A Hologram.

Besides Neptune on the midheaven (I am an illusion) I have Saturn and Neptune mashed and there is just no way for me to be real in real time. There is no way for me to be real (Saturn) without the smoke and mirrors (Neptune).

This means if you judge (Saturn) what you see here and you can expect to be tricked (Neptune) and it’s not because it’s intentional, it’s because it just is. What can I say? I am a talking head. I am a man behind the curtain…

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Change Of Consciousness – Pisces, Near and Far

With the Moon in Sagittarius and a stellium in Pisces that includes Uranus, this is another day where the doors and most the windows are wide open and you’d do well to roam in some way shape or form.

Henry used to go to flying saucer conventions when I was a kid. Finding one of those would be a great option. Expand your horizons, see? And while you’re at it there is no sense messing around.

Saturn in Virgo shows struggles to communicate, in this case a double whammy because I am old (Saturn) and was trying to communicate about health (Virgo).

“I have an appointment but I am not sure what it’s for,” I told the soldier. “I had a terrible time on the phone, I could not get the woman to understand me.”

“What do you mean?”

“Well for starters she told me I did not have to fast for the blood test.”

“Yes, you have to fast.”

Continue reading Struggling To Communicate With Saturn In Virgo

Three years later we discussed this again.

“You said you weren’t afraid of me and I want to keep it that way,” he said. “I don’t want you to ever feel afraid of me.”

I considered what he said but had no idea how to respond. I knew he was serious but the idea I would be afraid of him was foreign. It just seemed remote and unreal to which can be explained by the Saturn (fear) interaction with Neptune (ethereal) with Neptune in my chart. Logically I could understand but how are you supposed to make yourself feel terror you don’t feel any terror?

Continue reading Fear And Family Patterns: Lacking The Sense To Be Afraid?