That right there is my friend satori’s solar return. Check the Mars Pluto opposition across the ascendant and descendant axis and the shocking 8th house. On her birthday she learned a gal she is close to (19 years old) has leukemia. satori is very close to this gal… the girl looks to her as her second (ultra-cool very together) mother. My 8th house is trying to support and prepare her SR 8th house.

“Well I don’t think you’re going to see a good day in awhile,” I said. “More than a month. I figure if they put her in the hospital for 45 days she is probably on a precise treatment program. You know. It’s dictated by the insurance company (8th house). So she is already sick and now they are going to make her sicker and kill her immune system. Just brace yourself is all because I think it will be very bad. I don’t see how it can be anything but considering her age.”

“Yeah.”

“Yep, because she’s got no life experience whatsoever to cope. 3 days ago her biggest problem was getting to her job at the coffee shop and now she’s going to be lying in a hospital bed for the next month and a half. She was instantly operated on and intubated soon as she walked into the hospital, it’s 2 days later and now she wants to vomit (from chemo) but she’s not quite vomiting. Think she wants to vomit in front of someone? At 19.”

“No.”

“Exactly. Her father can’t stop crying, her family is coming apart, she feels sick, she wants to vomit and it is going to get worse… much worse I imagine. She is starting out skinny so I imagine you are going to see her get very frail. You have to prepare. Black circles under eyes? Even if she doesn’t die she is going to look like she’s dying at some point so just be ready because you will have to see her like that and cope.”

She sighed.

“And keep in mind she has no perspective. That’s what makes this so bad. She can’t compare this to some other hardship she has had because there has never been any experiences anything close to this. In fact most people go their whole life without going through something like this, never mind at 19. See they are just going to treat her now. She has lost all control of her life. Basically she is on a conveyor belt going to hell so just be ready because you are going to have to handle this. You know they year I just had?

“Yeah.”

“Looks to me like your year ahead is going to be just as bad as what you just saw me go through so how about that?”

“I don’t think I’d be able to do this without all I’ve learned…”

“I don’t think so either and you’re not going to have to. The universe would never send you something like this unless you were trained, Fact is you are completely equipped to deal with this, the thing is now you are going to have to.”

See the chart full size