I wrote about faith and have those posts loaded ahead for the next day or so. I’ll be leaving my hologram self in charge of this blog for a few days while we travel but on the same subject, I was talking to satori the other night about the soldier’s move and the whole way this turned out.

“Can you believe this is coming out like this? I can barely believe it. Do you remember 2003 when we had that separation?”

“Yes,” she said emphatically. “Yes, it was bad.”

Continue reading Faith When It Pays: Acknowledging Pisces… And Virgo

The Moon heading into aspect with the Mars Pluto opposition is in aspect to my natal Moon and the soldier’s Ascendant / Descendant axis.

“I’m shaky,” I said. “I’m getting nervous and jerky, I feel shaky.”

“Do you feel like you did after we met the first time and I was coming over for dinner that night?”

I gasped. ‘Yes! Oh my God, it’s just like that. It is that, how did you know? Can you feel this? Can you feel what I feel right now?”

“im,” he said which means yes.

“I’ll be damned.”

“Yep, that’s what that is.”

“It’s not that’s comfortable. I feel really, really shaky. I feel almost sick. I am shook.”

Continue reading Shakin’, Quakin’ And Feeling Other People’s Feelings: Moon Square Mars And Pluto

Here is Mars in Gemini (chat / communication) opposite Pluto (the restroom / the unknown) in today’s conversation with the soldier who knows very little about women…

“Yeah women call each other from the restroom on dates.”

“They do?”

“Yeah. They tell their pal how it’s going. If they like the guy or what. If they are bored or if they are going to sleep with them they call about that too.”

“You’re kidding me, P?”

Continue reading Mars In Gemini Opposite Pluto: Toilet Communications

This shocked me:

FREAK-TV: What Do Online Daters Lie About?

“But we thought it would make sense to go out on the street and ask people, one by one, the same question: if you filled out an online dating profile, what would you lie about? You might want to ask yourself the same question before you click “play.”…”

Check out the comments, I feel spectacularly naive. I have been on these sites and didn’t lie which is something considering I have Venus square Neptune, known to deceive! However, there is some difference between lying and not mentioning, right?

If you filled out an online dating profile, what would you lie about? Where is your Venus… how about your hunting Mars?

I am going to be a hologram for real here pretty quick. I’ll be out of pocket for about a week catching and keeping up the blog the best I can in the meantime. I will be slow to answer emails for the rest of the month and all should assume that no news is good news.

As for the sky over the next couple days, the Moon in Virgo is headed to form a T-square with the Mars Pluto opposition, opposing Uranus on the way. Emotions will be agitated and disturbed… the Moon in Virgo needs to communicate so hopefully you have access to someone you can talk to.

As for relief, we have a Jupiter Uranus sextile which is grand for the freedom-loving (traveling?) eccentric. Personally, I will be traveling in clothing that clashes to take advantage of this. Not quite “Ugly Pants Across America” but close.

Mars is trine Neptune so escape via fantasy sex is on offer… real or imagined.

Last the Sun is sextile Pluto which gives a powerful shine provided you don’t mind drawing energy from the deep and dark and hidden.

Jupiter is currently sextile Uranus and the courtroom is Jupiter-ruled. Uranus is surprised, detached and eccentric. I have natal Jupiter in aspect to Uranus so this energy is very familiar to me…

“So what did he say?” the soldier asked regarding the judge.

“He said, I couldn’t help to see you crying back there, and I wasn’t crying a lot. It was just a few tears. But that’s all he said. I saw you crying so..? So I told him about you – I said there was a cancer scare.”

“Oh yeah?”

Continue reading More Court Drama… Jupiter Sextile Uranus

Disappearing Pisces and the 28.5 year Saturn cycle…

“Just left the barber,’ the soldier said, yesterday. ‘Got my last haircut.”

“You say goodbye?”

“No, I didn’t say goodbye. I’m not telling them I’m leaving, I’m just leaving.”

“I see. Don’t like teary goodbyes?”

“No, I don’t like teary goodbyes plus I just like to slip into the woods when I go. Just disappear..”

Continue reading “Slip Out The Back, Jack…”

I had court today, another meeting this morning and found out about the soldier in between. That means I was punch drunk when I walked in there, which is a Capricorn specialty.

I figured they would call me early rather than late this time since I waited 3 + hours last time for a five minute hearing. I was right.

Continue reading Under The Leo Moon – More Drama In The Court

Today’s Eclipse and Saturn is conjunct the soldier’s natal Pluto in the 6th house (health) so of course there has to be a health scare / death scare and he got it.

“Don’t you come here and die!” I said. “Don’t you… you get that Lonesome Dove movie out of your head!”

(He thinks he is the “Gus” character in Lonesome Dove and I am Clara, the Anjelica Huston character.)

“I don’t wanna, P.”

“Well okay. So just get that movie out of your head because I know it’s in there. And I know you are coming to me to die. I know it and you know it and you can do that. You can have your movie but for Godsakes you don’t have to die right away. You can die later, okay? Don’t you come here and up and die on me – first thing you do is die!”

Continue reading The Two 8th Houses Discuss Death And The Movie (Neptune) That Is Their Live

Last night the soldier made his brother and his girlfriend stop the movie they were watching so he could call and say good night to me.

“They teasing you?”

“Hell yeah, they’re teasing me.”"I’m sorry…”

But really, if they heard my “I’M NOT A HAG” tirade just once, they’d be handing him the phone.

Continue reading Voice Of Mars – “I’m A Candy Ass”