I have Venus square Neptune. He has Moon conjunct Neptune. This is the soldier.

“I’m noticing I seem to know a different man than these other people do. I swear to God, I meet these people or I hear about them and who I know seems completely remote from who I know when it comes to you.”

“Well that’s pretty much the case, P. No one knows you like me you do,’ he said.

“Well how can that be? Tell me how would you?’

“Well you’re the only person I talk to, P. You’re the only person I’ve ever talked to in my life.”

“Why? Why me?”

“I don’t know. I’ve never been able to figure that out. And don’t think I haven’t tried because I have.”

“Well what do you think? What is you guess of a reason?”

“No guess, P. I have no idea why I’m the way I am when it comes to you. I always feel the way I do around you, I always have and I have never felt this way around anyone else. No one has ever had an effect on me anywhere near like you do.”

“I’m not doing anything.”

“I know. It just what happens. It’s the way it is. It’s the way we are and it’s the way we’ve always been even though you forgot I existed.”

“Well I’m spacey like that.”

“I’ve noticed.”

“Er… thanks for standing it.”

“Makes no matter. I love you and I always will whether you remember me or not. But now that I understand how you forget things, I’m going to do my best to keep you reminded.”

“Of what?”

“Of how you feel about me,” he said.

I laughed. “Oh okay. I’ll just rely on that then. It would really would help actually. And save me all kinds of trouble.”

pictured – Neptune Calming the Waves, 1737, Marble