I dressed in locker room after showering at the gym. The seasons are changing here so I put together what I thought was a summer-ish after workout uniform but as I picked up my gym bag I realized I looked stupid. Leaving the locker room, wet-haired which is usual, I glanced at myself in the mirror as I walked by and wondered just what the hell I was thinking.

My pants were red with dots on them… silk pajama pants from probably 10 years ago and I had a comfortable (soft) loose but feminine black t-shirt which would have been fine had I not spilled bleach down the back of it - Oh yeah.

Continue reading Voice Of Venus In Leo… Square Neptune: Run! Run For Cover, ‘Cause I Look Ugly And People Are Looking!!!

Yesterday, I explained to the soldier:

“Yeah, my ego mania is in full swing today,” I said. “It must be confusing for you. One day I am going on and on about how good my hair is and the next day I am wondering if I have any appeal at all.”

“Yeah.”

“Yep, I have disappearing (Neptune) ego mania (Venus in Leo) and I really hate it when they tide goes out. I’d much rather be boasting all the time because even if I am insufferable, I am entertaining but as it is my confidence cannot be maintained.”

Can any of you Neptune types relate? What disappears on you? Can you see the tendency in your chart?

“Boy you two are good looking,” I said to Vidroid and the soldier sitting on the couch like the two Tauri they are.  “How did I get two men who look so good?” I asked.

They both stared at me as did the dog.

“Oh yeah, I know. I got good looking men because I’m so good looking myself.”

They both stared.

“Yeah, I look great so of you two look great.

They both stared so I started singing Mac Davis -  “Hard To Be Humble”…

Yesterday the solider was still talking about the picture he came across in the garage 2 weeks ago…

“Oh, that picture?” I said. “Well I loved that dress. Oh man did I think I looked good. I didn’t see any possible way in the world anyone could look better than I did when I was wearing that dress.”

“Well you were right.”

“Yeah, I know. I thought I was good to go. I thought I could go anywhere in the world in that dress and be recognized as beautiful. I just didn’t think my beauty could be denied and I saw no need for shoes. Shoes? Who needs shoes?”

He laughed.

“Yeah, I was dying to be seen in that dress. It had rick rack you know.”

Continue reading Voice Of Venus In Leo… Square Neptune: “I Was A Total STAR…”

Venus (vanity) is conjunct Mercury (writing) in Aquarius (shocking / proactive / progressive). This conjunction opposed my natal Venus in Leo… which really likes it’s own hair.

“Well the whole blog is provocative,” I said. “There are 3 or 4000 posts I have written on this blog alone and every single one of them is going to provoke or shock someone. Oh my God, how can she say that?!? The astrology alone is enough to make most flip their lid and what am I supposed to do?”

Continue reading Voice Of Venus In Leo… Creativity Rules!

Speaking of being disabled by hair - Poor, poor Venus in Leo. People date your hair, I swear they do. Taurus also resists change…mightily.

“What are you doing today?” the soldier asked.

“Hair cut. I am getting a hair cut.”

“P, noooooo! No, no, no, you don’t need a hair cut.”

“Getting one, I said. “Not going to be a mangy mutt.”

Continue reading I’m Not The Only One Disabled By My Hair

About my astrology video “uniform” a pal picked up on the military theme and it is true. With Mars Mercury in the 9th house, my mission is to communicate / broadcast and obviously I do not want to be bogged down. It was my friend, Claire France Perez  who reminded me all that Mars needs is his boots! No extraneous crap. No girly bags for chrissakes.

seekingzen writes:

“I was wondering about the shirts, too! That’s cheating! I want to see the real wardrobe! ”

Continue reading It Ain’t Easy Being A Soldier Disabled By Her Hair But I Manage

The Scorpio

Well I never did sleep with that Pisces. I don’t remember exactly why. I think he said he was scared of me. That and he was trying to enter relationships slowly because of AA or something. See, I don’t remember because it was a Neptune transit but I do know there was no sex and it was his call.

He told me he loved me but I didn’t believe him. I continued to talk to him on the phone though. I thought he was interesting. Actually he was interesting. He was unusual and I liked that. He wasn’t an inch thick and I liked that as well. But I didn’t know what to make of his “I love you” in this situation. He drug his feet for reason non-specific, and meantime I met a double Scorpio.
Continue reading Wild Astrology In The Wild - Meeting Pisces on Neptune - Part Two: The Scorpio

I have to go to court today and mind Saturn in Virgo which says, “Don’t blather”. This is against my nature with Jupiter rising, never mind Venus in Leo which is prone to drama but I have an angle.

In honor of today’s Moon in Leo, I am going “act” as if I am not a dramatic person but a muted, sort of colorless one.

Right now I am trying to tone down my clothing and believe me this is a challenge. I can’t believe I can’t wear my green clogs however I know I can’t wear my green clogs.

This is the same judge whose court I missed last time (I think). I am pretty motivated to make a smooth transition here, dang.

Judges generally like me and no wonder. Look how much trouble I go to for them.

Sometimes I have trouble writing these things because I am too personally affected to have perspective and today is a good example.

With today’s Moon in Leo conjunct my Venus I really think it is all about me, or more specifically, my hair. My hair should be wonderful today and sometimes that’s enough.

It’s plenty actually and if you were entertained (Leo) by reading this then I guess my job is done.