A few people have asked me how I feel being married, Annalisa was one of them. I may be wrong but when someone asks me something like this, I think they really want to know the answer. Like maybe the answer will be interesting.

I think the answer probably would be interesting if only I had one. I told my sister I didn’t really know how I felt, adding that while my mind processed very quickly, my feelings were deep. I don’t really know what my feelings are until they surface and if I go searching I get ideas, not feelings.

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I am glad I wrote the post about my cold or at least much cooler nature. I’ve since come to really understand the rhyme and reason for the path I am on.  I will use a gross example as to why it is necessary and wise to detach and steel myself at this time which frankly, is not my strong suit. I am a deeply emotional person but get this and get it loud and clear: I have lost my daughter.

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I like warm people, it’s one of the reasons I want to go back to the desert. People are warm when it’s hot, you almost can’t help yourself.

I think I am a very warm person but not lately. With Uranus and Saturn messin’ with my Moon… well I am just not really myself. I feel aloof and I almost want to apologize for it.

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The current grand cross in the sky aspects my Moon.  Moon, mother, child, emotion… it is all kicked up and although I consider the Pluto transit to my Moon complete, Pluto has retrograded back to 0 Capricorn and with Mars and Uranus, etc involved it does pull this back up.

I have been writing to the double Scorpio ex-green beret over the last few weeks, primarily about my daughter.  The story unfolded and then unfolded and then unfolded, folded, folded until it got to a point where there was nothing he could say but, “Wow”.  I thought that pretty much summed it up too and then today someone asked me how long she’d been gone.

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Strange stuff behind the scenes.  This can be chocked up to the Uranus transit to my Moon. My unusual roots / childhood popping up all over the place, it’s pretty wild…

The other night I told the soldier about going to the top of the bank with, Henry. He’d never heard the story. The soldier knows little about me in a way. He knows everything he needs to know but he has always sort of avoided my childhood.

He did it when we were kids and he does it now because it causes him grave pain??? I suppose that’s it and I take his cues because I have no need or desire to talk about anything but this stuff is coming up with my sister around and seems interesting to me at the moment.

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The Moon in Sagittarius squared Uranus this morning. In theory this would trigger the Uranus transit to my natal Moon which is exactly what happened.

The soldier and I woke up early, he was leaving today. With Vid asleep, the soldier started surfing Youtube, about 5 in the morning. He had this song playing and all sudden we both burst into tears, completely and unexpectedly (Uranus) overwhelmed (Pisces) by emotion (Moon). We were both stunned.
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Uranus is at 26 Pisces. It will turn retrograde on July 1st but remain on this degree until mid August. If you planets at or near 26 degrees if the mutable signs (Gemini, Virgo, Sagittarius, Pisces) you are going to be profoundly impacted. In my case we’re talking about the Moon.
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It’s hard to sleep during Uranus transits. A person is jolted but you never know when and you never know how. The key words are, “when you least expect it” and in the middle of the night qualifies.

A Uranus transit to the Moon upsets the mood or the emotions the way an IUD upsets a womb. A couple months ago I got very disturbing news of my daughter which kept me strung up for all these weeks.

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