This won’t mean much if you’re new around here but I got into a dialogue with SaDiablo about Scott and more specifically the demise of our friendship. He’s the pianist.

Now I met Scott when I was 15 years old and working in his mother’s bar. (I met the soldier when I was 17). Scott was a boy genius… a prodigy on the piano and we started dating.

Now we got along fabulously but never for long. In fact we could not function in a relationship for more than a couple weeks but this did not stop us from getting into one again and again and again over the course of 17 years! And even if we were not dating we were generally friendly during that time, for example he helped me with that sexual harassment lawsuit I filed that I never mentioned to the soldier. You know. He is off rescuing the hostages in Iran. I am filing a lawsuit that will help set precedent for Anita Hill and the like and no one has a clue.
Continue reading Pluto Transit To The Moon - Mine: Through The 11th House - Kiss Your Friends Goodbye

Okay, time for the story. This woman is a judge which means she sanctions people who don’t understand the word “no” on a daily basis. You get in trouble for harassing people, see. It’s against the law. And the soldier has told her these things very clearly.

No, I do not want to have sex with you. No I do now want to have dinner with you. No I do not want to receive phone calls and no I do not want to answer your inane questions. But obviously rules do not apply to this woman.

Now as to the threats she is in a position to sick the police on a person. This means whenever they leave their house they are pulled over and ticketed… held up, harassed etc. and if this sounds like paranoia, it’s not. Continue reading Pluto In Sagittarius: Use and Abuse Of Power - Elsa vs The Judge

Dear Trouble,

When a scenario constellates over and over in your life, it’s because there is something you are just not getting. There is something you are supposed to uncover or discover or overcome… or something! It is not random. How can it be random when the same situation sets up time and time again, and when the common denominator in each scenario is you? Obviously you have some play here.

If this is not clear to you, just imagine a woman who has a man who beats her. The man before this one beat her, and the one before that one beat her too. Eventually she’s bound to see the pattern and get to the point where you are now. She’ll realize that it’s a pretty safe bet if she quits this man and gets a new man, he is going to beat her unless what? Unless she figures this out!

So you are having problems with male authority figures who I would suppose are acting as surrogate dads. In other words, you’re dealing with a father/daughter dynamic here. You are also dealing with a mother/son dynamic because that’s how these things work. The players go back and forth. And considering you’re a double Cancer, the astrology supports my theory; with this much Cancer in a chart, there is going to be parent/child theme in all your relationships, period.

So if you want to resolve this and break your pattern, I would start thinking along these lines. You are recreating your relationship with your father in some way, shape or form. Figure out how and you’ll have some leverage around finding a way to rewrite this script.

Good luck.

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We’re discussing sexual harassment here, as outlined in the last blog. And you can see the heavy Saturn influence (restriction) on my Mars (the action I take) and Mercury (time and communication), here. I just think the astrology is stunning.

What I say (Mercury) may provoke violence (Mars) for which I will be responsible (Saturn)… and so on and on and on. Themes of control, and do the right and responsible thing, in every direction and on every level.

“So anyway, you’ve been to court. You know what it entails.”

“It takes over your life.”

“Right. And that was once I got that far. To the lawsuit, I mean. Because that guy was on me for months. And I just didn’t know what to do. I can’t tell you how deep the conflict. I was tortured. Many times I wanted to tell you because I knew you’d stop him. I mean if I told you, you’d have taken care of this for me.”

“I wouldn’t have killed him, but I’d have definitely fucked him up.” Continue reading The Soldier and P - Part 18: Violence! Mars Mercury in Libra Waffles On The Subject

“So tell me about this life you had that I didn’t know about,” he said. “What life was that? Because I remember us being very close and nothing but.”

“Well that’s true. But you were gone 2 days out of every 3. So on the day you were around, we were happy as hell and inseparable. But then you’d go to work and I would go back to my other life that I never could manage to introduce you to.”

“What other life? What life? What were you doing?”

“Well there is more than one thing. Pretty much everything about me… everything I was doing was kept from you.”

“Give me an example.” Continue reading The Soldier and P - 17: What Secret Life?