I had a situation come up with one of my friends. She was in a circumstance where it seemed someone she knew and liked was up to no good. The evidence was extremely incriminating. 9 out of 10 people would vote to convict, I’d say which makes it very hard to be the one standing alone to defend. Might you be a fool?

Being as I am her friend I argued for about a half hour, the 90% side of this, against her faith. This may sound cruel but it was requested because if she were in denial about this thing it would come down on her pretty hard when the veil lifted so I probed and prodded every nook I could find while she continued to stand up for the guy. Finally, I became convinced.
Continue reading Pisces, Faith, Jupiter And Your Beliefs

I wrote about faith and have those posts loaded ahead for the next day or so. I’ll be leaving my hologram self in charge of this blog for a few days while we travel but on the same subject, I was talking to satori the other night about the soldier’s move and the whole way this turned out.

“Can you believe this is coming out like this? I can barely believe it. Do you remember 2003 when we had that separation?”

“Yes,” she said emphatically. “Yes, it was bad.”

Continue reading Faith When It Pays: Acknowledging Pisces… And Virgo

Disappearing Pisces and the 28.5 year Saturn cycle…

“Just left the barber,’ the soldier said, yesterday. ‘Got my last haircut.”

“You say goodbye?”

“No, I didn’t say goodbye. I’m not telling them I’m leaving, I’m just leaving.”

“I see. Don’t like teary goodbyes?”

“No, I don’t like teary goodbyes plus I just like to slip into the woods when I go. Just disappear..”

Continue reading “Slip Out The Back, Jack…”

Here is a text version of the saint or sinner phenomena that manifests around me with Neptune on the midheaven. I am currently waiting on a gal who is coming over today to prepare me for next week’s court appearance. She is one of the people I have been meeting over these last months and I am wondering the current wisdom when it comes to Elsa P. Because what the authority figures (10th house) think about me shifts (Neptune).
Continue reading Neptune / Pisces On The Midheaven - Saint Or Sinner Redux

Pisces are known to be nebulous ethereal sort of entities, with brilliant imaginations and capacity to fantasize. There is a yearning to escape from the mundane and the minutiae in life. This desire to escape and exist in a state of bliss, frequently leads to substance abuse. Pisces is drawn to service, full of faith and assists humanity by blurring all things harsh for the rest of us.

I don’t think I could be a foot soldier. I don’t know if I could take orders too good. I’m a little lazy.
Benicio Del Toro

Everyone is like a butterfly, they start out ugly and awkward and then morph into beautiful graceful butterflies that everyone loves.
Drew Barrymore

The beast in me is caged by frail and fragile bars.
Johnny Cash

I would advise you to keep your overhead down; avoid a major drug habit; play every day; and take it in front of other people. They need to hear it, and you need them to hear it.
James Taylor




I fell off my pink cloud with a thud.
Elizabeth Taylor

I may have been a golden retriever in a past life. When I walk down the street, strange dogs I’ve never met before look at me and do double takes. They do. They look again.
William H. Macy

Have a Pisces quote! Please contribute.

With the recent talk of Neptune on the midheaven and being mistaken as a drunk, a whore and various other sundries, I thought I would pull up this old anecdote.

I am about 28 years old here so you can see this phenomenon is nothing new. My pain in the ass-ness is also nothing new and I have had this mouth awhile as well…

The Pisces

Pisces is a Neptune ruled sign associated with confusion and escapism - often through drug abuse, fantasy, and lapses of judgment, among other things. When a non-Pisces has a Neptune transit, they become Pisces-like and here’s a story. (swearing below the break)

Continue reading Wild Astrology In The Wild - Meeting Pisces on Neptune - Part One: The Pisces

Saturn in Virgo is kicking up my natal Saturn (reality) Neptune problems, big time. On the way home from the gym today, talking to the soldier…

“Well I am going to try, try, try. I just have to do this stuff. I have got to get some of these things done, people have no idea.” I rattled off some details. “I look around and see this stuff and I just want to cry. I have got to put some of this stuff together so we can function around here. My kids. There is just no other option and I can’t believe no one can see the trouble I am in.”

“Well they’re judging your persona by those videos.”

I laughed. “That doesn’t matter. I can tell people what is going on in plain language and I can do it 100 times and they still can’t see it. They just cannot see it and you have the same problem you know. People can’t see you either. They have no idea how hard our lives are… what we go through.”

“No they don’t.”

“Yeah, we have that in common. I think this is why we get along. It’s because most people could stand to live even one day of either of our lives and they don’t know it but we know it about it each other. We have compassion for each other. But anyway, this is what I am going to do. I’m going to do same as you do when you have an impossible day. You focus and do not let up. I am going to do that today. I am going to just go non-stop and see how much of this I can knock out because if I do not manage… well things are just going to fail around here, that is all there is to it. It just can’t get any worse and I have no choice but to knock things back, or else.”

“Okay, P. Well you sound like you have some momentum…”

“Yep… see ya.”

We talked about this once before… it was one of the most commented blogs of all time:
Astrology and the Midheaven - How Do People See You When You’re Out In The World?

Do you think people see you or do you live as a hologram the way I do… and the soldier does? What’s your Neptune / Pisces situation?

“I have pictures of other traps I have found,” he said. “I have one I took with my boot hanging over a punji trap.”

“You thought that was funny?”

“Uh huh.”

“I would like to see that picture. I would like to see all your pictures.”

“Well, I’ll show them to you. But I sure wish you were a man. It’s too bad you have to be a girl,” he said.

“What? You just told me yesterday how glad you were that I was a girl.” (Note the Pisces here… two fish, two directions) “You specifically said, I sure am glad you’re a girl, P.”

“Well yeah. I want a girl to sleep with but I want another man when it comes to looking at war pictures. War pictures are something men should see ,” he said.

“Well I’m sorry about that. But I would like to see them if you want so whatever. You decide.”

“Well I’m going to show them to you, you know I am. I just wish… oh, never mind, P.”

“Yeah, okay. And mourn my femaleness on your own time, would you? I’m not changing and I don’t want to listen to complaints about my sex. It’s not going to kill you if a girl sees your pictures. I am pretty sure you’ll survive the horror, won’t you?”

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Rox asks:

“You say that Scorpios absorb other people’s energy and being one I can say this is totally correct. I find I’m a magnifying glass. Whatever emotion is floating around I tend to mirror and magnify it. So my question is, with all of this absorbing, when do Scorps get to have their “own” energy?”

Rox - I think it’s Pisces that absorbs energy. Scorpio exchanges energy which is a different phenomena. Scorpios have their own energy every minute of the day. They use it to attract other people’s energy into their lives whether they are aware of this or not and I’ll explain the difference since I can access both scenarios. Continue reading Open Question: Scorpio Energy… vs Pisces Energy

I had a question yesterday I couldn’t use for the blog because rather than “advice” the gal wanted a specific opinion. She explained her situation and then asked:

“Should I pine or move on?”

So although her question didn’t fit the format of the blog, I did email her back my opinion which is this: I don’t believe in pining! If I want more, I go back and get it and if I’ve had enough I move on. I would equate pining with purgatory. But then I got to thinking about this.

And back in April I posted this blog - Libra In Love With Virgo: Keep Pining Or No? and I was astonished at the passionate arguments that erupted. People have very strong feelings about this.

For example Tosh wrote

“..some of the best art (poetry, music, painting etc)is the result/inspired by/an expression of …pining.”

CC wrote:

“Van Gogh pined over a prostitute. He cut of an ear and sent it to her, but never painted her. That’s pining for you.”

And then arachnid jumped in with this:

“Van Gogh didn’t cut his ear off because of some bitch. He cut his ear off because he was crazy. She just happened to be his bitch at the time so she got the ear.”

So what do you think?

pictured - Van Gogh, Self-Portrait with Bandaged Ear, 1889 ; Oil on canvas, 60 x 49 cm; Courtauld Institute Galleries, London