“People have a self-image. For example you think you are Mary Poppins, but you’re not,” the soldier said.

I snorted. I don’t think I am Mary Poppins but I wanted to hear what he thought I was so I asked. ‘Oh yeah? Then what I am I?” I asked.

“Oh, you’re like Rachel Ray crossed with the Sopranos,” he said. “Yeah, that’s what you are,” he said smugly.

Continue reading How You See You vs How Others See You

Kingsley wrote on the Salina, Kansas blog:

“Its good to be popular that’s for sure”

Kingsley, that is interesting because just last week I was discussing this with a friend. She said most people desired to be popular and/or famous and did not understand people who did not. I am someone who does not and the soldier is someone for whom that goes double.
Continue reading How Do You Feel About Being Popular? Good? Bad? Indifferent?

Yesterday I brought up the gazebo conversation to the soldier…

“Yeah, because I’m not a… not a… what word was that I used last night? People think I’m a… did I say hyena?

He snorted. “Hyena?”

“Yeah, is that the word I used?”

“No it was like shrew or something. Oh yeah. Banshee. People think you’re a banshee.”

Continue reading The Gazebo In Sound Of Music - Uh Oh, Reality Intrudes On Neptune

Last night on the phone with the soldier:

“What’s going on?” I asked. We talk about 10 times a day.

“Oh,” he said sappily, “I was just thinking of you and me in the gazebo.”

“Gazebo! Are we going to have a gazebo? What gazebo?”

“The gazebo in Sound Of Music,” he said with a sigh. “Me and you. Me and P in the gazebo and whiskers on kittens.”

I laughed. “Well good. I am glad you don’t think I’m a banshee, there are many who do.’

“Ah, well they don’t know you, P. They don’t know about your whiskers on kittens or your warm woolen mittens.”

I just shook my head.See what happens when you have Neptune on the midheaven? Saint or sinner, it depends on who’s lookin’.

The soldier and I watched La Bamba this weekend, a movie I have never seen for some reason. It was striking because the guy who plays Ritchie Valens brother in the movie looks astonishingly similar to the soldier’s old friend, Speedy and acts like his to some extent as well. Then there is the love story of course.

The soldier wound up singing “Oh, Donna” to me all weekend, substituting my name for hers which was both embarrassing and amusing and we talked a lot about men in love… some of these conversations are coming up.

It’s very heartening to hear from a man’s man about men loving women. Turns out they really do love us a lot of time, too bad we don’t register this as well as we might. Because if I had any doubt about what he was saying when I went looking for the song on youtube, I found one man after another after another after another of all sizes, shapes and colors singing this torchy song so apparently they can relate.


Are you aware of men loving women or does it seem otherwise to you?

This weekend, the soldier and I were sitting in his truck in the truck wash line prior to fighting and he made conversation by asking about this blog…

“My blog? Well they are fighting on my blog at the moment. Everyone is fighting. You, me, them. It’s in the air, people want to fight.”

“Why are they fighting?”

“An advice post I wrote. Some people think it was awful, other people think it’s not so awful so they’re fighting it out.”

Continue reading What Does Patrick Swayze And Dirty Dancing Have In Common With Hot Debates On The Elsa Blog?

The soldier was home and my son wanted to watch a movie with us. He made the pick, Nicolas Cage in Ghost Rider. Now the movie has a guy driving around on a motorcycle with his head on fire so you can see the astrology. Mars/Aries rules the head and fire… the yang motorcycle form of transportation (Mercury).

All three of us have some combination of Mars Mercury so we we were all just sitting there staring at the TV in our various states of shock, awe, horror or thrill as Nick Cage rides around with burning love for the gal in the movie.
Continue reading Astrology And Movies: Ghost Rider, Burning Love, Mars In Aspect To Mercury And Various Other Magic Of The Universe

“I’ve been writing about what I have had to realize and come to terms with as far as being with you goes,” I told the soldier last week.

“Like what.”

“Well for example, when we were kids we were going to get married but then you decided you wanted to go into Special Forces. So you are going to be an assassin, essentially. I mean, does that offend you?” I asked. “Even if it does, this is how it was seen at the time at least in the desert. No one knew what Special Forces was. Believe me they didn’t because I was asking all over the place. I asked everybody on the planet to talk to me and I guess it may be different in the South where you train and people have some exposure and knowledge but where we were at no one knew anything. I was told that Special Forces were trained assassins and that was about it. That was all anyone had to say about it other than Apocalypse Now came out which… well it did not refute that,” I said.

“Nope.”

Continue reading Mercury in Aries vs Mercury in Libra (With Mars Involved): “Why Do You Want To Marry An Assassin?”

“What? You don’t think you’re like Anne (of Green Gables)? I think you’re just like her,” the soldier said.

“Oh yeah. I see the correlation. Beginning of the movie she is talking care of everyone and they still tell her she sucks. That’s familiar. And then when she gets a chance to get out of there she has to do some fast talking. She has to sell herself. The quality of her life depends on it.”

Continue reading Anne Of Green Gables - Mars In Libra?

I wrote about faith and have those posts loaded ahead for the next day or so. I’ll be leaving my hologram self in charge of this blog for a few days while we travel but on the same subject, I was talking to satori the other night about the soldier’s move and the whole way this turned out.

“Can you believe this is coming out like this? I can barely believe it. Do you remember 2003 when we had that separation?”

“Yes,” she said emphatically. “Yes, it was bad.”

Continue reading Faith When It Pays: Acknowledging Pisces… And Virgo