“Okay, so these people keep on getting killed,” I said in regards to the movie. “How come they keep stepping in these traps?”

“Well that’s what happens. The traps are there, the mines are there and people step in them.”

“But you don’t.”

“No, I never did.”

“Well have you ever thought about why that is? How come all these people get caught in these traps but you did not? I just wonder about this. People are getting jacked up left and right. They’re getting killed and they’re getting maimed and here you go walk around these booby traps and you don’t do it short term. For a decade you manage to step over or around the traps. For more than a decade! You were going on 2 decades of stepping around traps that other people step into. 16 years of avoidance so how do you think you did that? I want to know how you managed that,” I said. Continue reading The Soldier and P and John Wayne’s Movie, “The Green Berets”: Moon Conjunct Neptune In Scorpio - Spider Senses

I was standing outside the motel room door fumbling to get the key in the door, balancing cups of coffee when it opened suddenly, there’s the soldier.

“How did you know I was here?” I asked, startled.

“Sometimes I know things.”

“I was stumbling out there.”

“I could feel you stumbling out there.”

“Oh.”

Do you ever know things?

The soldier and I on the phone. He’s a Pisces rising, Moon Neptune conjunct in Scorpio in the 8th house:

“Well, P, I have no control. I can’t control it all, believe me I’ve tried. People are always wanting me to try to see things for them because they know I can do this but it doesn’t work that way and it never has. I’ve been doing this since I was 7 years old you know.” Continue reading The Soldier On His Psychic Abilities And Experiences

This weekend with the soldier…

“Yet another gay boy,” I said, referring to the man in the Mexican restaurant where we got takeout, obviously attracted to the soldier. “It’s uncanny.”

“It is uncanny,” he said. “I don’t understand it.”

“Well you know how you always tell me your brother has women crawling on him, all his life.” Continue reading Moon Neptune Conjunct in Scorpio Leaking Sex All Over The Place

Dharmaruci, DR in my vernacular has asked several times about the soldier’s strong Neptunian signature. He wonders how it plays and here’s a sample of that.

As the back story, I used to sing him the Siamese Cat song from Lady In The Tramp when we were kids. Goes like this:

We are Siamese if you please
We are Siamese if you don’t please
We are from a residence of Siam
There is no finer cat than I am

That last line I would sing with great flourish even though I sing horribly and he’d roll off the bed wiping tears from laughing at me. I used to sing that song all the time. This is one of his strongest memories from that time so with that in mind, last night he calls me…

“Yeah, I was going to have some of that chicken you made for me, P. I was going to make a chicken sandwich but then this pregnant kitty came along and I thought, oh look. That could be, P.”

I laughed.

“Yeah. I thought, that could be P all right and she was hissing at me too. A pregnant cat hissing right at me and looking at my chicken,” he said. “She was eyein’ it. Staring right at my chicken and hissing right in my face. And I thought, is that you, P? Ahhh, that could P.”

“Cause I hiss at you?”

“Yeah, sometimes. Sometimes you hiss at me. But anyway, here’s this hissing kitty who is pregnant. And she’s eyeing my chicken and I know she wants me to give it to her. She wants my chicken for sure.”

I laughed.

‘So what the hell. I gave it to her. I just handed it right to her in case it was you, even thought I though I knew it was probably not you.”

“She take it?’

“Oh yeah. She took my chicken, she ate it and then she just hung out and hissed at me some more. Cute little kitty, too. She looked just like you.”

“I’m glad you fed her.”

“Of course I fed her. She was pregnant. She was a mama, P just like you.”

You know how you hear Moon Neptune wants to merge… and Scorpio exchanges energy? Well here is the soldier’s Moon Neptune in Scorpio talking. It does not get more textbook than this.

“You in my business yet, P?”

I laughed.

“I’m just checking. You know back when we were in Charlotte when we first met up?”

“Yeah.”

“You asked me if I wanted you to give you some space and I couldn’t believe it. The last thing in the world I want from you is space.”

“Yeah. Well you told me you didn’t like people in you body space so I thought this would be smart. I was trying to be considerate of you and respectful.”

“Well I don’t like people in my space, that’s true. I hate people to get in my space but you’re not people. You’re someone I love and I want to be as close to you as I can get. I would like to have you with me just as close as you can get to me at all times. Matter of fact, I wouldn’t mind it if we were Siamese twins. Yep. As far as I’m concerned, we could be Siamese twins for all of eternity and that would suit me just fine except for it’s not long enough. Eternity is too short for us, P.”

“You like to plug in.”

“To you? Yep.”

“Okay, so do I. And we can do it but you know we’re going to get kicked back into the world. Right back out there to land on our heads in pain of wake up.”

“Yeah, damn it.”

The soldier’s Moon Neptune conjunction in fine form…

“P, remember when you were at the Fleetwood Mac concert when you were a kid?” (It’s in my book)

“I do.”

“You were lonely,” he said, yelling into the phone because it’s loud where he’s at.

“YEAH?” I yelled in the middle of the grocery store. “YEAH, WHAT ABOUT IT?” Continue reading Compassion And Psychic Ability - Standard Issue For Moon Conjunct Neptune

I have Venus square Neptune. He has Moon conjunct Neptune. This is the soldier.

“I’m noticing I seem to know a different man than these other people do. I swear to God, I meet these people or I hear about them and who I know seems completely remote from who I know when it comes to you.”

“Well that’s pretty much the case, P. No one knows you like me you do,’ he said.

“Well how can that be? Tell me how would you?’

“Well you’re the only person I talk to, P. You’re the only person I’ve ever talked to in my life.”

“Why? Why me?”

“I don’t know. I’ve never been able to figure that out. And don’t think I haven’t tried because I have.”

“Well what do you think? What is you guess of a reason?”

“No guess, P. I have no idea why I’m the way I am when it comes to you. I always feel the way I do around you, I always have and I have never felt this way around anyone else. No one has ever had an effect on me anywhere near like you do.”

“I’m not doing anything.”

“I know. It just what happens. It’s the way it is. It’s the way we are and it’s the way we’ve always been even though you forgot I existed.”

“Well I’m spacey like that.”

“I’ve noticed.”

“Er… thanks for standing it.”

“Makes no matter. I love you and I always will whether you remember me or not. But now that I understand how you forget things, I’m going to do my best to keep you reminded.”

“Of what?”

“Of how you feel about me,” he said.

I laughed. “Oh okay. I’ll just rely on that then. It would really would help actually. And save me all kinds of trouble.”

pictured - Neptune Calming the Waves, 1737, Marble

The soldier has Moon Neptune in Scorpio in the 8th. Elusive...

“And then we talked about you,’ he said.

“Yeah? What’s she got to say about that?”

“Oh, she asked about a million questions and then she lectured me. She was telling me about how you can have a lot of fun when you meet someone you used to know when you were young. When you’re this age, blah, blah, she says.”

“I see.”

“Yeah, she wanted me to know you can have a lot of fun when you re-meet someone later in life. Little does she know I’ve been having fun with you all my life. Not a day of my life has passed I have not enjoyed you, P.”

“In your mind you mean? In your psyche?”

“Yeah.”

I snorted. “She doesn’t know about that? About you and your dimensions?”

“No! She doesn’t know anything when it comes to me. Or she doesn’t know much. But don’t tell her I said that or else she’ll be shocked.”

“Shocked?”

“Yeah. Hell yeah because she thinks she knows everything.”

I snorted.

“But that’s okay. I love her. So she can know or not know whatever she wants. As long as she’s happy, that’s all I care about.”

“Is she happy?”

“Yeah. She’s happy knowing it all,” he said with chuckle.

“Okay, then let’s leave her like that.”

“Yep.”

“So I wasn’t going to call you, ever. I’d decided that. But it didn’t stop me from thinking of you. I thought of you so much… I don’t think I’ve gone a week in my entire life without you coming to mind. I’m serious, E. I just thought of you all the time. I couldn’t help it. And after awhile I didn’t really want to help it. Although I admit there were times I was delusional about it.”

“What do you mean?”

“Well first, the whole thing was crazy. To be thinking of you at all after so many years was crazy. Because I figured you were married for sure. No way would you be single. I bet she’s married, I thought. She probably married some Italian guy, who is good looking and she’s got four kids. I bet she’s happy too and look at me. Look where I am.” Continue reading The Soldier and P - Part 23: Quintessential Pisces