The sheen disappeared from his lip but not before I’d had a chance to study it.  “I really don’t know how you tricked people in your life when your face acts like this,” I said. “I can’t figure that out.”

“My face acts like nothing,” he said. ‘My face doesn’t do anything, nor does my lip.”

“Whatever,” I said. “Swirl, swirl, swirl.”  Then it hit me. “Oh my God, your lip. Do you know I saw that the first time we met? In the apartment, I sat down next to you and your lip did that then too.”
Continue reading Under The Scorpio Moon… Time Trippin’, Healing, Transcending And Of Course - TALKING… Part 3

This came up in the Colosseum. There is a gal here, one of the regulars and she is what I call, “super fertile”. That is if you plant a seed in her ground it is liable to take off like a Jack’s Beanstalk!

I spoke with a couple times a few years ago and while I liked talking to her I didn’t tell anything very “feel good” which is it’s own kind of demanding. There are occasions in this business where you can really reassure a person with a good deal of confidence but other times the message comes in at a much lower octave and our exchange was like that from my perspective. There were not a lot of extraneous words, just pure meat.

Continue reading Super Fertile, Psychologically Speaking…

I was talking to the soldier about my “people don’t change” theory…

“The other day I was taking care of a drunk,” I said. “How long have I been up to that?”

“You take care of everyone.”

“I do. I said I was not going to take care of people on that Dispatch but as it turns out, I may change who I take care of but I will still take care of them. I am still working. And what about you? You’re a soldier. You revert to your training. Nothing is going to change that. I know you make a conscious effort to live and fit in the civilian world.”
Continue reading His Scorpio Moon And My 8th House: Behavioral Patterns, Instincts Are Pretty Well Fixed, For Good Or Ill

The soldier and I were watching sociopaths on Youtube over the weekend when we came across this clip. Watch it and then check the comments…

Continue reading Astrology and Sociopaths Redux: His Scorpio Moon And My 8th House: Ted Bundy - Interview Footage

“We have been discussing things for years and all kinds of things have come up. I think we’ve touched on most everything and most things we’ve talked about over and over,” I told the soldier the other night.

“Yep.”
Continue reading Memory Is Queer: Torture, Perspective, My 8th House and his Scorpio Moon (Part 3)

“She’s got to be able to sense my feelings,” I told the soldier. “It’s not like I hide them. I don’t bother to even try.”

“She can’t sense your feelings,” he said, surprising me.

“You don’t think so? How could she not?”

“I don’t think she senses people’s feelings, she reads them.”
Continue reading Voice Of Scorpio Moon: Sensing Feelings

I don’t imagine most people discuss stuff like this but the soldier and I do. We like to talk about what he know, or think we know and last night we got around to the idea of my being murdered.

It’s not all out of the question with a chart like mine. Matter of fact if I were killed, astrologers would throw up my chart and say things like, “Of course she was going to be killed, look at this!”
Continue reading His Scorpio Moon And My 8th House: “If I Am Ever Murdered…”

“That got me a gun in my mouth,” I said.

“Gun in your mouth?”

“Yeah,” I said putting my finger in my mouth, up against the roof. “Like this. You know. Gun in your mouth?” I said with a smirk. “What? Like you don’t know what a gun in the mouth is?”

He stared. “What a piece of shit.”

“Yeah, well he didn’t feel like going to prison. You know, prison? These guys don’t like to go. They aren’t going to prision so there is no question in a situation like this. They don’t want me saying anything so it’s explained to me pretty clearly that the whole back of my head will come off.”

He shook his head.

“Yeah, whatever,” I said. “You’ve had a life yourself so don’t look at me about it. I am not the princess and the pea. Am I? No, I’m not.”

Mars Mercury… gun in mouth.

“That’s your act,” the soldier said.

“Act? Oh come on.”

“You come on. You have an act and you know it.’

‘Are you telling me you see through my act?”

“Yes, I see through your act. I’ve known you since you were 17!”

“Well what’s underneath my act then?”
Continue reading His Scorpio Moon vs My Venus In Leo: Spice

“I will meet anyone, anywhere, anytime,” I told the soldier last night in a boast. “There is no one in this world I am afraid to meet. I will meet whoever and have no qualms whatsoever. I don’t care who they are, I am not intimidated - this is true as long as I have the proper costume is all.”

“Well you’ve never had trouble finding the proper costume before,” he said.
Continue reading Astrology And Fashion Redux: Scorpio Moon Tortures Venus In Leo In Potential Emergency