Dina writes on Blows The Attraction Theory All To Hell:

You’re not intellectual, Elsa? You seem pretty smart/wise to me!

Dina, thank you but I am telling you I am least developed on the intellectual level and one of the points Claire-France made.  She explained that I had developed this function to the extent I have via writing which caused people to come along, read my writing and then mistake me as some kind of intellectual!

So I put my writing on the Internet and next thing you know, people like HQ are writing me thinking I must be some kind of brilliant and when they encounter reality the next question sounds like this:

“What are you, some kind of idiot savant?”

Continue reading People You Know Or Think You Know On The Internet

Since we are on the subject of synastry (or at least I am) I have thought about this:

The soldier has his north node in Libra in the 7th. With Aries south node in the first… well he is very good at being a soldier. He claims he has been at it for many, many lifetimes and his claim is credible so what’s it going to take to move him towards evolution?

Well my Mars Mercury conjunct lands on his node and what do I do? I constantly yell about manners and being civil, which I admit is ironic since my yelling is beyond merely RUDE. However he is a soldier and he thinks yelling is a fine way to train men.

Continue reading Astrology And Relationship: Nodes In Synastry - Subtlety Counts: In Fact It Makes All The Difference In The World

Alma writes, quoting something I wrote in a comment about my rudeness:

very funny - “I am not a dog that you can carry around in your purse!!”

Now see, that is the kind of thing I would yell at the soldier and he would not know what in the world I was talking about. Seems perfectly obvious to me what I am saying but he would be standing there as he says, “like a hog looking at a wristwatch”. And it would progress like this:

“A dog? What do you mean, a dog?”

“A dog! A dog! I am not a dog you can carry around in a purse! I am not civil. I am NOT!”

Continue reading “What &*^$# Word Is Giving You Trouble?”: Mercury In Aspect To Saturn In Synastry

This is Claire-France Perez again. I always talk to her in as Mars-y voice as I please (ha ha, Mars in Libra says please) because I know she likes the energy. Or she acknowledges it or whatever is is she does. You do not have to think or talk PC with her which is of course a great relief to someone like me. She’s like a port in the storm.

“Well you know you’re looking for a fight when you get pissed off at your tea,” I said. “I drink this tea and it has these quotes on the teabag. I used to like this a dozen years ago but now I read what these old bastards have to say and I don’t agree!”

Continue reading Sun Square Mars: How About We Dig Up These Dead Guys So I Can Fight ‘Em?

Once in the room, I plugged in my computer which was extremely unusual. The soldier said he would be two hours messing with his truck and if there were not a fight and a very, VERY bad one, I’d have gone right to him.

Matter of fact in all the time I have known him now or back when, I had never ignored him in this way. And it was not intentional as in “manipulative” because I just don’t play like that. The fact is, I was so intensely pissed off at him I had actually shut down.

I realized I did not want to see him even though I was there. It was sort of like “family”. You may not like them or want to deal with them but you do it anyway because you love them even if you don’t like them however you limit your exposure.

And I don’t know what to say besides my feeling like this in regards to the soldier was new territory. I knew it and he knew it and nobody knew what was going to happen now that this had happened… Elsa detached.

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What do you do when you are pissed off out of your mind?

Speaking of information coming to you in strange ways… a few weeks ago, I was talking to the soldier…

“Yeah, well I just told her,” I said. “I told her straight out. I told her up and down and the whole way it was… I pretty much told her everything I knew.”

“What did she say?”

“Well she was astounded as she’s been all along. She’s been on to me since the beginning. She knows I know what I’m talking about and she’s trying to learn all she can. She’s got ears wide open. She’s a young woman and she knows she’s got the case… well this is probably the case of her career. Her entire career, she’ll never see this again.”

Continue reading Hot Type, Hot Talk… Mars Conjuncts Mercury In Libra, September 2008

The soldier was home and my son wanted to watch a movie with us. He made the pick, Nicolas Cage in Ghost Rider. Now the movie has a guy driving around on a motorcycle with his head on fire so you can see the astrology. Mars/Aries rules the head and fire… the yang motorcycle form of transportation (Mercury).

All three of us have some combination of Mars Mercury so we we were all just sitting there staring at the TV in our various states of shock, awe, horror or thrill as Nick Cage rides around with burning love for the gal in the movie.
Continue reading Astrology And Movies: Ghost Rider, Burning Love, Mars In Aspect To Mercury And Various Other Magic Of The Universe

wyrdling writes:

“…women don’t tend to admit being “pretty good” in our culture.”

No they don’t. Even if the believe it they don’t state it as if it is impolite to have self-esteem. So here I am with Mars conjunct Mercury (loud) in the ninth house (broadcast) in Libra (Venus) and what am I do to? Yell out that I am desirable or pervert my energy?

If you think I should pervert my energy, should I dye my hair too? What else should I do to be more palatable? And why should I do this again?

I think my overt expression of self confidence inspires and allows others to feel good about themselves. If I can get away with feeling really, really good about myself, maybe you can get away with feeling sort of good about yourself and I think this is why Capricorn / Saturn types read here. “She’s got all kinds of audacity, I think I can stick my neck out a little bit further myself…”

Far as I am concerned, someone’s got to be Auntie Mame.

Were you taught to downplay your good qualities? 

Mars Mercury in the 9th has mind tricks that cheer and beside that, all is well that ends well…
(catch up on this story here: (Sacrificed In Public: Saint or Sinner)

SaDiablo writes regarding discussion of the people at these meetings attacking me (last time):

“They should’ve picked an easier target, perhaps. *snicker* “

Yeah but I have those dimples. NO matter what I do I look like someone’s (energetic?) wife. It is a true freak out to people when they talk to me and find out not only do I know reeeeams of information but I will communicate in plain language what has been distilled over a lifetime… and then shrug.

I don’t mean to do this, I have no choice. I have to answer the questions and these are the answers to the questions and there is just no smoke about it. Mars Mercury in the 9th is going to relay information in a way that is direct and honest. “This is the knife and this is the knife going in.”

Continue reading Voice Of Mars Mercury In The 9th House - “I Have A Weapon”