Forget the little stuff. The Mars retrograde fleeting influence and the tra la la stuff. We’re on the other side of the Jupiter Pluto conjunction at the Galactic Center now and I have seen my life profoundly and irrevocably changed.

Personally, my conditions in 2008 do not even remotely resemble my conditions in 2007 and I have had no chance to discern what it all means.

Anyone else see drastic happenings the last few months of 2007? How are you faring?

Friday, talking to the soldier…

“It wouldn’t do anyone any good to have you die, P.”

I didn’t answer because I was stewing, deeply.

“P?”

“Yeah, I’m here,” I said. We were on the phone. “I am not worried about what is good for other people,” I said. “I do too much of that as it is.”

“Yeah you do but you still can’t die,’ he said.

“Yeah?” I snorted. “Why is that?”

“It’s because there are too many people out there who have you for their light. Yeah, you’re the light for a lot of people, including me. You are the light for me too and we just can’t afford to lose you right now. Your light is just too important to have it go out so you are just going to have to keep going through this and whatever else happens.”

I didn’t say anything.

“P, you know I’m right.”

“Yeah. Can we talk about something else now? What did you have for lunch? Did you have a good lunch? My head hurts from all this so just tell me about your food.”

Do you feel your life has meaning?