I’d seen this postcard on postsecret earlier in the day.

“Yeah, they can have all my stuff,” I told the soldier. “You know that. Matter of fact they can come take my organs today,” I said knowing he’d not like it but not caring because I mean it as most everybody knows.  “Are you a donor?”

As soon as I asked, I remembered.

“I did say I’d do that this time,” he said.

Continue reading Organ Donation And The Italian Venus In Leo Heart

I agree I am strange unless you understand astrology in which case it can be made apparent I am merely a grand example of a packed 8th house. I am someone who consciously uses the energy of others and offers energy so others can do same.  It is in this vein that I post so much about the soldier who is a rich source of energy of various types.

Now he’s got a Cardinal T-square involving Mars, Mercury, and Saturn which he puts to good use. He is phenomenally studied and disciplined and if you’ve need to focus your energy; your skills can only improve via exposure to him. (swearing below break)

Continue reading Astrology, Power And Using Other People’s Energy To Achieve Your Goals - My 8th House And Pluto In Capricorn

If you’ve got 8 minutes this is a terrific video and the astrology is awesome.

I love the gal in this, Karla Devito. She is a Gemini with her sun conjunct Jupiter and she sings of being “doubly blessed”if you can believe that. She also has Mars in Gemini (a Mars Mercury exchange) and she has Mercury in Gemini conjunct Mars so a double whammy. 
Continue reading Karla DeVito - Venus Figure In Meat Loaf’s Paradise By The Dashboard Light

This is for the very social stellium in Gemini trine Neptune in Aquarius. Regarding the people at the soldier’s new job…

“Yeah, they want us to go places with them, P.  They keep asking me - This time it’s some drumming thing they want us to go to.”

“Drumming?”

“Yeah, drumming. I don’t know what the hell it is.  Apparently some people get together and bang on drums.  Congo drums…  I don’t know. He said lots of Puerto Rican people go there.”

I just stared at him and he held out his arm.

“Let me see your arm,” he said.

I could tell he wanted to compare color so I put my arm alongside his. “I’m darker than you,” I said.

Continue reading The Soldier And P Contemplate Socializing - Drumming?

The Convergence

In the car I looked over at Billy.  He was smiling and I wondered if he were a pure fool. Did he actually think he was going to pull this off? I wanted to laugh but instead I winked at him to stuff a chuckle and then smiled and touched my tongue to the corner of my bottom lip to hot him up.

He smiled his appreciation and laughed, thank God because I laughed with him and I sorely needed the release. I thought about Allen Funt and Candid Camera as we headed downtown.

Well, it got bad and it got bad fairly immediately. This was no time lapse slo-mo situation where there is initial hope before things deteriorate.

Continue reading Gemini Hell - Part Five: The Convergence

Last night I was sitting in front of the computer when I heard Vidroid yell, “MOM! MOMMM!”

“WHAAAAAAT!” I yelled back.

“THE SOLDIER NEEDS YOU TO COME HOLD THIS BOARD!!!!!!!!!!!”

I walked out in the backyard, the soldier had a board clamped down and ready to saw. I was to hold it (even though it was clamped… Taurus securing things).

“I told him to go get you,” the soldier said. “That’s how he decided to do it - By yelling your name. That’s Italian for you. Big-mouthed Italians.”

I sighed. “Have you ever met a small-mouthed Italian?”

“No.”

Further comments regarding my recounting of the green skirt in the liquor store episode, it occurred to me when I wrote that piece that it would probably seem to the reader, I had this conversation with the soldier to make him jealous. I realized some would run with this (mis)information but let it go as always. I realized early on if I tried to cover the bases (i.e. my ass), my writing would be boring and you know my family motto, right?  “It is a sin to bore people.”

I was specifically taught this so when I left the blog as-is. After all, it’s only my reputation which has always been good among the good and bad among the bad my whole life long so as you can see my ass is covered.

Continue reading Jealousy… I Love This Topic - Scorpio, The 8th House And Those Damned Italians Again!

s writes on, “he’s coming to get us, I better get up…”

Intruder scenarios as bedtime stories-jeez, now that IS a Plutonic household! Loved this.

s - My son (with his Sun conjunct Saturn) has had a lot of fear around someone breaking in the house. For years, I mean. In fact he has a nighttime ritual, he asks if all the doors are locked…. twice. He wants to know if is (somewhat) okay to go to sleep at night and the soldier has overheard this on the phone for all these months.

Continue reading More Black Comedy Re: The Phantom Intruder

The soldier started his new job yesterday… he hates everyone but likes both people he works with already so they must be spectacular. Er… he doesn’t actually hate everyone, he just wants nothing to do with them but in whatever case there was talk of going to an Italian restaurant. He’s new to town, see.

“Yeah, I told them about you. I said my girlfriend is Italian and she’s loud. She’s really loud and she’s my taster.”

“Taster?” I asked.

“Yeah. Like those mafia guys who have someone taste their food so they don’t get poisoned?”

I nodded.

“Yeah, she’s my taster so whatever we’re going to eat she’ll try it and let me know if it is good Italian food or not…”

He is already operating, can you tell? I like it. I am going to meet these people and no one is going to expect my voice not to carry across the room - What a relief!

mabelle writes on the Pressure Cooker bit:

“It *is* funny, elsa! I had the same thought as satori straight away… I’m not sure I would call it transparent, but it fits with the situation perfectly - I’m surprised you hadn’t realised the connection before Satori pointed it out. Anyway, better to channel the pressure into a pot on the stove than letting your head explode.”

mabelle - I think you’re pretty new around here, welcome!  I think this whole scene is a great example of how Pluto works. My little trip to buy a pressure cooker was so steeped in meaning… well if you had any idea how much I was actually processing as I pulled into the parking lot and parked (this is when satori made the comment) it would be easy to see how I’d miss the obvious.

Continue reading Pluto Transit To The Moon - Mine: Pressure Cooker, I Think I Can Explain