To my mind the worst crisis to have is a crisis of faith. I made a series of videos some time ago about how I felt all things were resolved in the 12th house. I do believe this which means it lose your faith, problems become unresolvable.

Pluto is stationary at the moment and very potent. Personally it’s transiting my 12th house and potentially this could signify the death of my faith. I might see my faith destroyed and I have come right up against this over these last months and it just knocks you for a loop.
Continue reading Pluto Transit The 12th House - Mine: Crisis Of Faith

Diana writes on The Sycophant (part 4) regarding the book I wrote:

“Omg, let me read it. I’d love to read it, I’m totally serious. Get that thing published. Believe it or not, your experiences help me understand things and people around me. I’m only 19 so I’m not so experienced with much of anything. Not only that, your experiences are super entertaining.

I’ve been reading your blog for almost a year and even though we’ve never met, I still feel that I know you. I can relate to everything that you write, regardless of what it is, you make sure everyone gets their share. So without sounding too creepy, I care about happens in your life. I read your blog every single day and I feel like I know everyone you talk about. Just a bunch of characters that I can relate to. So, it would be really interesting to read about how you got to where you are now…”

Continue reading My Jupitarian Big, Huge, Large, Impossibly Large, Freakishly Forward Looking, Never Say Die, Unstoppable Perspective

Lynn writes regarding my idea that all problems are resolved through the 12th house:

“I know from personal experience that when I pass to the 12th house without the full gut- wrenching turn of the wheel I know that someone or something will remind me that I may have thrown away the key to that karmic chapter in my life but the window is still open!

How do you know when it’s over? That it’s due for the 12th house or whether it’s one more go round the block?”

Lynn - Hi (I think you are new) and thanks for this. That’s a great question but the part about the window still being open is something that occurred to me that I had left out.

For example the fact you accept a relationship is gone does not mean it does not, will not, cannot come back into being!  There (probably) really is no end.  The relationship may come back in this life or in the next or the next after that.  The possibilities are endless and this is the 12^th house defined. Faith! Don’t worry, the universe has your back!

 ”How do you know when it’s over?”

In my case, I find out something is over when it comes to me on the wind. That’s what I call things that just flow in. I have no idea where it comes from but in my case the release is never gut-wrenching because I am in the 11^th house before I hit the 12^th. I am detached, that is. In preparation.

Can anyone add to this?

pictured: Neptune’s Steeds, Walter Crane, 1892

This is another post, its sole purpose to reassure.  About 25 years ago I was leaving the city where I grew up for a small town of 35,000 people. I had some concerns over finding people I could relate to in such a small pool but the Aquarian I was dating at the time reassured me in this way: (This is from my book by the way)

“You miss me? Then why do you think I should go?”

“So you can be happy,” he said.

“There won’t be anyone there like you. How am I going to laugh? I’m not going to have any Capital F F fun.”

“Elsa, that’s not true. Of course you’ll have Capital F F fun. You are Capital F F Fun. I’m going to be stuck here with Cousin…”
Continue reading Wherever You Go… Your People Are There

Mercury (information) is in Pisces (faith) at the moment and the soldier and I were discussing how things get communicated. Turns out we both agree it is often in your best interest to not go out looking for information.

For example, I have all this court stuff going on right now. I have meetings being scheduled left and right. There are all kinds of people in all kinds of committees making all kinds of decisions that affect my life. If I tried to track them all I would do nothing but track them all but as is, I just rely on someone to call me when my number comes up. This is very hard to do. I think human nature wants to know what is going on and the faith method does have some risks. However I think the benefits outweigh them.

“I’ve noticed if you do nothing, you do tend to find things out in time generally speaking,” I said. “One way or the other. Sometimes you find out in a dream, or in your case you may get it via your antenna (his psychic ability). One way or the other what you need to know, you do seem to find out and in plenty of time.”

“I have always felt that way,” he said.

“Yeah, especially in times of stress the last thing you need is a bunch of minutiae. I have just seen this over and over, you do find out what you need to know and always in plenty of time. I imagine we have both been spared all kinds of things living this way…”

How do you handle the flow of information? Where is Mercury in your chart?

My friend and I finished that conversation both of us convinced and in agreement the man in question should be given the benefit of the doubt and 15 minutes later she brought it up again.

“No, we have already talked about that,” I said. “It’s like we just tested you for breast cancer, you don’t have it. We tested, you’re clear, you don’t need another test because that last one was definitive.”

She laughed. “Yeah! You get a mammogram and they say you don’t have cancer you don’t keep going back every week…”

“Right. Don’t worry about this. I really grilled you, there was no stone unturned. The guy is clean.”

“Okay, that’s good. I’m not going to worry about it.”

Do you go back and test and test and test and re-test? If so why, and where is your Jupiter?

I had a situation come up with one of my friends. She was in a circumstance where it seemed someone she knew and liked was up to no good. The evidence was extremely incriminating. 9 out of 10 people would vote to convict, I’d say which makes it very hard to be the one standing alone to defend. Might you be a fool?

Being as I am her friend I argued for about a half hour, the 90% side of this, against her faith. This may sound cruel but it was requested because if she were in denial about this thing it would come down on her pretty hard when the veil lifted so I probed and prodded every nook I could find while she continued to stand up for the guy. Finally, I became convinced.
Continue reading Pisces, Faith, Jupiter And Your Beliefs

I wrote about faith and have those posts loaded ahead for the next day or so. I’ll be leaving my hologram self in charge of this blog for a few days while we travel but on the same subject, I was talking to satori the other night about the soldier’s move and the whole way this turned out.

“Can you believe this is coming out like this? I can barely believe it. Do you remember 2003 when we had that separation?”

“Yes,” she said emphatically. “Yes, it was bad.”

Continue reading Faith When It Pays: Acknowledging Pisces… And Virgo

Now it’s a big job deciding whether to talk or write. I’d rather talk, I sliced my finger open today which makes it hard to type, but I just look so haggard.

I don’t mind my appearance. I don’t mind looking however but after my crying and so forth… well I guess I figure you’ve seen enough emotion out of me for at least a day or two anyway. And I do feel emotional about this topic so would probably drift on camera if I tried to cover it in that form. The upside is now that you’ve heard my speech, I write as if I were talking which is something I really enjoy. Continue reading For Pure Inspiration, Courtesy Jupiter Rising

Now you know the soldier has gathered songs about me and has his entire life. (The Box) What you don’t know is what a constant, unending quest this is. In the old days he would be in third world and have a song come to him and try to find it there, generally with very little luck. In other cases, he would find the song somewhere it never should have been but no matter what, once he had a song in his head he was hell bent to find it, and own it and he’s been at this 30 years.

With that in mind, we were in the Mexican restaurant waiting for our takeout when the gay waiter was talking to him… an immigrant. The soldier started talking out of the blue sky about how he heard this song years ago and always wanted to have it. He mentioned the band’s name in Spanish. Continue reading The Soldier And The Waiter And The Grand Cross In Action