The 8th house is concerned with legacy and this goes beyond leaving a legacy or carrying one for others. You’ve got to transfer energy around. As a gross example you wind up the executor of a person’s will.

Continue reading Legacy: The 8th House in Astrology - Named The Executor Of A Will - The Shadow Side

Surviving crisis - life, death and alcoholism - NC-17 content.

This was filmed Dec 22, 2007 during one of the peaks of Pluto’s transit to my Moon. To update, sadly this friendship did not survive. I’d known the gal and her family for 9 years…

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‘Someone is searching around trying to find information about my daughter’s death,” I told the soldier. “The want to read her death notice I guess. What do you think of that?”

He told me what he thought of that. ‘What do you think of it?” he asked.



Continue reading Under The Scorpio Moon: Death Notice

For today’s Moon in Scorpio… are you afraid to die?

Yes, this is a best case scenario but I’ll tell you, to have someone look at you as if you are dying is an out and out ordeal.  And it was not as if he could stop himself… he has truly been disturbed and sad to his core. Just S-A-D.

And I kept saying, I feel good and have no other symptoms. Just gained 10 pounds and have cancer? How likely is that? Plus they test me for crap allllllll the time. If I were a hypochondriac, I’d be in heaven.  They check my blood all the time and do you know it is perfect. I have high… not a thing.  I am freakishly healthy but that Neptune, maan.  And when people think you are sick (very sick) you have to at least entertain the idea you may be dying, which of course I don’t care.

I really don’t care if I die but I may care very much if I have to look at a sad soldier every day. Cripes, man, I have never seen anything like it in my life.

Continue reading Elaborating On My Non-Dying Status And Your Feelings About Dying

I heard from the doctor and I have a hernia not cancer and boy  is it a relief as the soldier has been deeply disturbed for a week an it has unnerved me to no end! It has unnerved me because Scorpio (or the 8th house) often knows when someone is ill, I know I do.

If you’re dying, chances are that I am aware of it and he’s been walking around for days twisted up like a pretzel, looking at me solemnly and refusing to elaborate but also to deny…

“You think I have cancer,” I said about 50 times.

“Now, P, we are waiting to hear from the doctor.”

::shakes head::

Anyway, I have a hernia and will have to have surgery. I don’t think it’s that big a deal but this last week sure has been. Nothing like someone looking at you as if you’re dying and you don’t know it all day! Neptune in Scorpio anyone?

Can you tell when someone is sick?

How is this for Pluto In Sagittarius?
“An obituary of very-much-alive Apple founder Steve Jobs has been accidentally published by the respected Bloomberg business news wire”

Matthew Moore writes:

“The story, marked “Hold for release – Do not use”, was sent in error to the news service’s thousands of corporate clients.

• Extracts from Bloomberg’s premature Steve Jobs obituary

The stock obituary was published “momentarily” after a routine update by a reporter, and was “immediately deleted”, Bloomberg said.

Jobs was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer in 2003, but there is no suggestion that the news wire has recent news on his health. Most media organisations regularly update their pre-prepared obituaries of newsworthy figures..”

Read the rest - Telegraph

This for today’s Mercury Pluto - discussing (Mercury) the shadow / psychology /death (Pluto)

“What is it that people don’t believe I was in Special Forces?” the soldier asked. Do you know when I have told someone that, not once have they believed me. Not once in my whole life have I been believed so why is that, P? What is it about me that makes it seem as if I was not in Special Forces?”

“Oh, it’s not personal. That’s just not something anyone is going to believe - You wouldn’t believe it yourself.”
Continue reading His Scorpio Moon And My 8th House: Translating Normal People For The Anomoly

The soldier and I were talking about lemonade which I do not like. He is distraught over this (his word) because he loves lemonade and he’s gone as far as to say if we’d have met a kids (little kids… 8 years old or something) he might not have liked me. “I think I’d have wanted to have me a lemonade-drinkin’ woman,” he said. “You know. I want to drink some lemonade with my girl.” We were getting into the bathtub.

“Henry (my grandfather) wanted a glass of lemonade once,” I said. “He was dying.”

“Dying?”
Continue reading His Scorpio Moon And My 8th House: Death And Lemonade

About Bob Novak and his brain tumor, I have been thinking about this a lot today. He retired today after learning his brain tumor was “dire” and it just goes to show you really just have no idea when it’s going to be your time to step off. One day you’re in the middle of everything - you are a driving force and the next day you are pretty much preparing to depart.

I’ve said many times I don’t mind the idea of dying. I often yearn for it and it doesn’t much matter how I die though I am curious what the God will come up with.

Given a choice, though I have always said I would like to be hit by a train. You know. I’m just walking along, maybe wearing headphones and then SPLAT. I can’t imagine I will be that lucky but you know. At least this is possible by my chart - It would suit me.

If you could choose your own method of dying what would it be?