“My last 8 years have been hell will it mellow out? Will I eventually be happy? Right now my anxiety prevents me working full time. I live paycheck to paycheck, where is my nursing career going, back to college? Getting a job as a boss? Will I make more money or will Dan and I make more money?

Are Dan and I meant to be together?”
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Second question… Catch up here: The Aries Mother And Her Son

“With my boyfriend. Well. Our synastry and our composite are both kind of messes. I think most typical astrologers would look at them and tell me we’re doomed. Yet this relationship has lasted five times as long as any other one in my life. I’m happier than I’ve ever been, feel more supported than anyone (even my family) has made me feel, and just plain think he’s a good, admirable man (which aren’t so easy to find.)”

(swearing below the break)
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This gal has read my blog(s) for a long time. I have worked with her on various things at various times so be aware there is a history here.

She sent two questions with two payments so I am going to consider them separately. I feel the two questions are connected so keep in mind I have more information than what is presented here and there is nothing I can do about sharing it with you since my knowledge and impressions of this gal have been formed over time.

With that disclaimer, here is the meat.  As you can see she is very wordy (self proclaimed) so I am just going to put my ramblings between hers…
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For gods sake tell me the truth! It’s ok to open it to comments.

I don’t feel safe with people. I have always had someone in my life that has bullied me and tried to control me. I get rid of one, only to get another one. I must be putting off some kind of signal that is drawing this bullshit. I have no idea what I am saying or doing that would convey this. Don’t think I haven’t thought about it, I just can’t see it. I have always used avoidance when coming up against these people. While avoidance mode works, it’s really not the way I would like to live the rest of my life. Avoiding these people makes me unhappy and disappointed in myself. I want to feel safe without having to be an asshole to do it. I am looking for a mature tactful way of dealing with this problem.
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“I don’t have a specific question, but there are some issues that I have been dealing with on and off for most of my life. I will sometimes get panic attacks out of the blue. I will also get emotionally overwhelmed when I think about my children and the short time we have here together. I want to freeze the moment and be able to revisit at any time, I know this is selfish on my part.

I also have reoccurring fears of death and the hereafter and losing control of myself. I remember when I was little I thought my hands had a life of their own and they would strangle me, weird huh? These are things that I mostly silently deal with I don’t burden or bring this up to others. I believe that other people I know would never think that I am like this, lol.”
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“I want to know if there’s ANY way I can make my fire and my water mesh. It’s a whole lot of steam and dissolving into an emotional or raging mess about things that should be no big deal to most people seriously drains me.

I never know how I’m going to react to something, be it to dissolve into tears or to get pissed off. Although, I when I get pissed off, the tears come anyway from sheer emotional over-load. Even stuff that’s no big deal. And yes, I’m a Pisces, but when YOU KNOW you’re being ridiculous and you can’t stop it? Seriously, it just irritates the piss out of me being ME sometimes!
Continue reading Clearcut Astrology: Mad Pisces Drained Rage!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dear Elsa,

Love Deprived
New Zealand
Continue reading Clearcut Astrology: “When Will I Be Loved?”

We’re still on task trying to figure out ways to monetize this blog. I have a few ideas and I want to test drive one of them.

I want to go back to my (cowboy) astrology roots. I want to write and think unrestrained. I want to entertain and have a good time with astrology so I need a volunteer.
Continue reading An Astrology Experiment…