Saturn is in Virgo I am so weary of writing I think I may force myself onto video tomorrow to talk about this disturbing people topic. Thing is no one ever understands what I say so then I have to make another video to elaborate and in the future there are 2 halves out there neither of them exactly coherent.

In other cases, there are 3 or 4 or 5 parts and taken on their own without the benefit of reading this blog or seeing the in chronological order, in short I sound like a lunatic.

I know many of you will tell me how this doesn’t matter and that is because it doesn’t matter to you. Why would it? It’s not your name and talking head out there saying things people can’t parse but for me (with Saturn in Virgo), I have to think about these things.

I envy the more polished astrologers on this front. The ones who prepare. I would prepare myself if I had some kind of motivation I just don’t have. So you see the problem here.

Do I want to write and not be understood?
Or talk and not be understood?

I don’t really want to do either so I follow the Saturn in Virgo rules and take my time / limit my communications.

Just writing that sentence was a sentence by the way. It’s like a death sentence for Mars conjunct Mercury in the 9th to have to curtail itself but I may as well get used to it because Saturn is headed into Libra so I am going to be on a short leash awhile.

::sighs::

I wonder if I will ever be able to swear and story-tell again.

Anyone else having to restrict communications… in their own best interest ::rolls eyes:::