Last week I wrote about my sister’s idea it took about 3 years for a person to understand who they were dealing with, if they were ever going to be able to understand. She was concerned about my heart.

Meanwhile the soldier got in touch with of his friends from SF who I of course contacted, with pictures and a chatty mail. ::rolls eyes::

I did not not do this without fathoming the situation, I have been through it enough times. If people can’t believe I am real in general, people who know him sure as hell can’t imagine him with someone like me. I am not kidding. I am so far outside the realm of how he is perceived it is not even funny so I reach out like this fully aware I am going to be perceived as God-knows-what other than it will be incorrect.

But I send the stuff anyway because I am Capricorn. I know I have a long, arduous climb to prove my that I am real, worthy and of integrity and the first thing to overcome? Well it’s my hologram craziness of course. “She’s got to be crazy.”

Most of you thought this when you first hit this blog and I can assure you people who know the soldier think this across the board and the time it takes to undo that first impression? A year.

Yep, one year for someone to figure out my head is not up my a@@ and I am not kidding. Seems I’d be able to fast forward through this crap at this point, but no. It also seems I would tire of it, refuse to play but I can’t do that either.

So now I am in (another) year-long process of someone finding out I don’t suck. They’ve got to find my blog, flip around all over the floor like a fish. They’ve got to pull their hair, call the law and whatever or whoever else they can think of in order to stop this abomination while all along I pretend to be oblivious.

Once I clear this hurdle there are 2 more years to be seen and I don’t like it but if someone loves someone I love, I am going to reach out to them that is all there is to it. If someone is nasty to someone I love, I will be their sworn enemy. I don’t know what else to say, these are the facts.

Tell us some facts about you.