“I want to know if there’s ANY way I can make my fire and my water mesh. It’s a whole lot of steam and dissolving into an emotional or raging mess about things that should be no big deal to most people seriously drains me.

I never know how I’m going to react to something, be it to dissolve into tears or to get pissed off. Although, I when I get pissed off, the tears come anyway from sheer emotional over-load. Even stuff that’s no big deal. And yes, I’m a Pisces, but when YOU KNOW you’re being ridiculous and you can’t stop it? Seriously, it just irritates the piss out of me being ME sometimes!

I also find I try to be in control of situations a lot, there’s that boss fire nature in there that seriously impedes me. I either try to rule the roost or I bend over until my back breaks and I’m putting up with shit that I definitely shouldn’t.

Steaming
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The trick here is practical creativity. A huge display of emotion is never practical unless one is being paid for it.
Find your muse, that’s the secret. Once you find your muse, try not to bang heads with them. I know! The next time you are in conversation, take a deep breath before you speak… If you do that, the other guy can get a word in that may be of great interest.
Just a plan…
You can’t be loved by everyone, then again, who wants to be?
Annalisa

My first thought when I saw your chart, is this gal has something to say and she’s not doing it. Notice you invited me to speak out, to swear if I wanted to. I do like to speak but you have as much to say as I do.

The Jupiter Saturn conjunction in your chart identifies you as a teacher and a preacher. Placed in the 3rd house with Pluto, you’ve definitely got something powerful to say. I take your Mars in Aries to be in 9th house so why not assert your beliefs? That Mars is repressed and I think this is why you are pissed.

Leo gives drama, Pisces gives sensitivity and your 8th house provides a magnetic quality so what is wrong here?

I don’t think anything is wrong. You’re not going to come into your own until your Saturn return which is coming up by the way. I am your early warning system.

You were blessed with intellect (Mercury in Aquarius is wildly considered genius and yours is in aspect to Uranus no less) and you are going to have to broadcast at some point. I would suggest you focus on education as you are here to be smart.

“I either try to rule the roost or I bend over until my back breaks and I’m putting up with shit that I definitely shouldn’t.”

Saturn will straighten this out as well. Libra is Cardinal (controlling) and co-dependent and you’ve not yet gotten a handle on how to work with this energy.

You’ll figure this out during your Saturn return. Basically good, appropriate boundaries save the day so between now and then you’ll be figuring out where these lines go. I urge you to get very good at this (specialize in relationship) and I think that you will since Saturn is exalted in Libra.

Note that Saturn will also be transiting Mars so you’re going to learn about asserting yourself and just just in general pull this all together. Think “consolidate”!

As for the swearing, I hope you read this and say, “Fuckin’ A!”

As for your emotion you can concern yourself if you wish but I think it would work just as well to make your tendency to cry be part of your (Leo) act. I know this can be done because I do it myself.

“That Elsa P, cries all the time.”

“Yeah? So what?”

All in all it seems to me you are on track, you just don’t know it. Er… but now you do.

This next couple years you will come into your own. That is my Jupiter betting on yours.

Relationships are your game and here is your theme song. You’re the teacher and the student by the way.

That’s it, good luck!!

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