hehehe I get that.
If I were to do something like this, I’d probably be sitting in a dark room illuminated only by a candle and I’d wear a mask and distort my voice. The result would be very creepy. Thank God I’m not doing it.

how funny—
i was actually wondering about those shirts!
i would think to myself: wow, she bought the same shirt in all these different colors.

you see, in my life, i DO do that. i don’t vary my wardrobe much and will buy a shirt that i like in a few colors (if i have money that day…)

(venus in the 12th squaring saturn and neptune — confused, hidden beauty!)

seeking zen:

i also have a gemini mid-heaven. It could very well have something to do with your career… do you have more than one? are you easily distracted or seek variety in that area of your life?

I would love to have ONE job, one thing. But it’s not that way for me….

What’s with all the “now”s, eh? *eyebrow quirk* I’m all Mars-y today, apparently. . ..

*LOL* I was talking about my comment, E. Simmer! *ducks*

Maybe not, but I’d still be scared if you had a helmet with you.

Funny you should post about this today, Elsa… After the MOST EXCELLENT reading you gave me on Saturday (readers, if you’re considering requesting a consultation, you really can’t go wrong!), it occurred to me that your phone presence in real time gives a completely different impression from the persona made up of your blog and your comment voice and your videos. It was a little unnerving to realize how much of you was just a projection in my own head. Not that I thought you were an alcoholic or anything. Very cool that you’re addressing this very subject today!

SaDiablo, you got that right. We got in a BRAWL over this last week. Oh crap, it was a bloodbath.

*nodnod* Two strong-willed people with emphatic, differing viewpoints and opposing Mars’? Gonna have a brawl sometime! If it wasn’t this it’d be something else — it’s not your fault he’s a controlling shit who won’t let you take that bullet. Or whatever method of acquiesence you were envisioning.
Plus, he’s got truck-fever. Makes one antsy. Next time, tell him to get some hand lotion and call you in the morning.

(Libra, Libra, Libra! See, neither of you are to blame. *eyeroll*)

I dunno, I never had any real impression of you, Elsa. You’re from the land of internet, that’s all…heh…in all seriousness, the extent/content of my interior life has me believing that anything is possible, and if you aren’t screwing with me, or my life, then I have no reason or desire to wonder what you’re doing, really.

I think I mentioned the shirt thing a few months ago, but mostly that was ‘my what a lovely neck she has’ you know, me being a Taurus and all, I notice everyone’s neck.

I instinctively got the “I am a hologram” proclamation but that line of belief goes hand in hand with my own life philosophy and I don’t have enough human time to question it, especially when my relationship to you (Elsa) is based upon my responses to your creative/life work, and we are friends of a different strain.
I really think this type of relationship has so much potential as it can easily transcend this type of analysis that can bog down emotional responses in *real time.

To be honest, I see you as an artist and I try not to question the motives of most people, least of all artists (I think that would lead to a black-hole, because I can analyze to death if I wanted to). I find if I go into the territory of ‘what does she mean by’ and ‘what if this was’ etc doesn’t gel with me very well. It makes me desperately unhappy, in fact.

I especially like how you write longer sentences. My brain likes to be stretched this way.

SaDiablo all those ‘nows’ made me laff, too!

Layered people (complex types who have a range of characteristics that take alot of knowing to get to know) will often attract many projections because people will see a piece and think its the whole. I like to think i get the essence of you as you are (though i rather like the fairy in a white box image, kinda cute) but i’m unlikely to ever know for sure. What i see and read i like and thats enough.

Hi Elsa, I was on a Moon-Saturn retreat, haven’t written for awhile. I’d say on the internet we all are holograms (or holographs) there is no other way to be in a virtual space. But that’s not the key, the key is what we generate in whatever shape we appear or talk to the world. So, if your hologram is effective, it is real. As are good books or movies from people we will never see in “real life”. Thank you for your blog!

I was shocked and amused when I found out about the clothes :-).

I have Pisces midheaven, also Sun/Neptune conj in libra in the 4th house

I wear a ‘uniform’ - limited palette, almost no patterns. I prefer to ‘not be seen in public’ and dress accordingly. I can spend days alone at home with no problems. I work from home, as well.
Oh, and, although my house is in a small, picturesque city, my property is surrounded by thicket - hiding in plain sight.

‘I’m not Egyptian, it’s just a haircut.” LOL! I think I’m going to get that on a t-shirt!

yeah, thanks. I am sick of feeling sick by now. Arrrrgh. But my other writing project is working out I have to say. I am exhausted though but too stuffy-headed… oh gurgle, gurgle, gurgle..

I’ve got Pisces on the MC. And totally oblivious to what people think… maybe I should start investigating.

Your hair is looking totally fab in latest videos.