I’m still lovin’ all the video you’re doing. I get it so much better when you are there like a teacher and not words on a page… does that make sense? And Ed brought home a webcam… God help me, I don’t want to have to wear a bra to go online:-P.

xoxox

well, my neptune’s square my ascendant. close tot he IC. sometimes the MC can be square the ascendent…

i think i can see some of it, when i think about it.
the whole wallflower thing. dissolving into the background…. trying to become invisible.
being invisible when i don’t want to be. speaking and not being heard.
being mistaken for other people.

and carrying projections.

goddess, good point however she THRIVED on this stuff. She was an activist - born and bred.

I’ve got a question about projections:
Let’s say you’ve got Saturn in the 7th, and you project it on other people, until you find out -gosh it’s actually my own Saturn, let’s take it away from my 20 years older husband, or from my boss, and live it out myself… so, you withdraw the projection and live your Saturn. Let’s say studying law or history and teaching it or writing a well structured and Saturnian book, whatever, and presenting it on the 7th house stage to others. This would be a projection too, but there is a difference because I wouldn’t delegate the Saturn but perform it myself, right? Wouldn’t that be a key to more satisfying (because less demanding) relationships?

Double Scorpio with Pisces rising…with Neptune in MC! I always figured the “SAINT” or “SINNER” gut-level reactions people had of me was the Scorpion intensity and others projections of the polarized energies of darkness and light which Scorpions stir within anyone they encounter (or pass by for that matter)!!!!

… this is enlightening. thank you and best of luck in the future with this intriguing aspect, Elsa…

I believe people with this position should have THE strongest sense of self and not be deterred by anyone else’s opinions of them. You’re a GREAT person…and you KNOW it!!!