“I have really strong contradictory impulses towards acting erratically and change vs. reliability and lack of change in my relationship life (& my chart). I’ve hurt a few important people in my life through this and am starting to despair that I can ever resolve it….without doing something radical like an open relationship, which I really couldn’t handle either.”

I chose this problem because while I didn’t know what the chart might look like, I think it’s common people are ambivalent when it comes to relationship. This sounded like it may be an extreme case and I thought if it was, it would serve the collective because when you see someone further out on the continuum then you are it becomes easier to recognize your similar issue. This just seems to be a quirk of human nature.
Continue reading Free Astrology Consult - Update And Introduction

We got the results of Dora’s 2nd blood test back. Her clotting is fine. The doc said that cancer in her eye or a tumor is the most likely cause of the problem. I asked if it could be caused by trauma (she walked into a door). This has been the hope but the doc said it was unlikely.

Dora is comfortable, eating normally and just in general, she is her regular Dora self so it is pretty hard to believe she is dying. She runs down the hall, bouncing like a teen. The soldier tells her not to do that because she is an old lady but she’s got no idea.
Continue reading Dora.. Old Lady Yoda Dog, A Saturn In Virgo Small Animal

If you live long enough, eventually you find out you’ve mixed it up with someone gross, like a child molester.

This has happened to me 3 times in my life. These are not people I have dated or anything… just people I have been in contact with in one capacity or the other and then the news surfaces or they get busted and you find out they rape children.
Continue reading Speaking Of Pluto Square The Moon…

Voice Of Mars On Grooming

Voice of Mars Regarding His Feminine Side

Taurus Memory and Attachment To Stuff

Charlotte wrote on Venus and Mars - What You Want and How You Get It:

“I have Venus in Pisces (in the 7th), Mars in Sadge. I want affection and love. I get it by going to bars and being gregarious, off-the-cuff, flirtatiously feisty. Wow have I got myself a reputation in a small town like this. Yowza.”

Continue reading Open Question: What’s a Married Man To Do When A Woman Flirts With Him?

The Moon in Pisces opposed Saturn and conjunct Uranus, setting off the opposition between the two.

This song come to mind because while it contains a warning, it’s not a terrifying warning. It’s more like a Gemini-level warning. It is a clever, communicative warning. It is a warning detached from emotion and in whatever case, I think it suits the day! “Don’t say a word… I’m not even listening…” Saturn in Virgo

Elvis Costello - Watch Your Step - 1981

Some people notice hands, I know I do. It’s one of the first things I look at on a man. “Do I want those hands on me or not?”

Anyone who has Mercury emphasized is going to have prominent hands, or hands that grab you attention. My friend Ben also notices hands and my ex-perennial boyfriend, Scott has extremely prominent hands.
Continue reading Astrology, Mercury And A Person’s Hands

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The soldier tonight, he was saying good night, “I love you deeply, P,”

“Deeply?” I said in my dingbat way.

“Yes, I love you deeply and I am going to marry you even if it takes 100 years.”
Continue reading Taurus Sun, Scorpio Moon: Fixed Determination

Just a last week I posted on the bulletin board how disturbing I thought Facebook was and a few days later I joined! Not only that, I like it! Do you think I have gone crazy OFF sugar? Maybe…

In whatever case if you are willing to admit connection to me publicaly… I’m standing by waitin’ for friends to show up. Elsa P