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New Moon, New Start, My A@@!!
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So how did you fair today? Were you pleasant? I was pleasant in that I did not stab someone.
I really don’t think Venus like being in Scorpio any more than Mars likes Libra, Jupiter likes Capricorn or Mercury likes going backwards!
As far as I am concerned, today was like having to smile sweetly while wearing someone else’s shoes, 2 sizes too small.
Anyone else wanna vent? Dump it here, save yourself going on a murder spree!
37 Responses to “New Moon, New Start, My A@@!!”
Jerri, I am so sorry. 
I hope it is not as bad as you think and yeah, I am underpaid and have been for many years. But I am still going to do this (for as long as I can) because this is just what I do.
It probably isn’t as bad as I think…gee, that makes me feel better already.
Keep doing what your doing, cause your great at it!!
I love that movie..50 First Dates..i think I’ve seen it 50 times.
Shit–I think I’m diagnosing myself w/ diabetes today. In Jazz class I became super-dizzy and somewhat in a drunk-like state. Met my husband after class and he noticed right a way.
He said “you’re acting weird” (besides my usual weirdness). I hadn’t eaten breakfast like I normally do, and I believe my sugar was loooow. It runs in my fam. Booooo….and just when I’ve begun taking care of my health again =(
Other than that, all is peachy! Super-peachy really!
Sorry I don’t have anything more juicy 
shell– that’s not necessarily diabetes but it definitely sounds like hypoglycemia. it’s important for everyone to eat breakfast. eating protein regularly throughout the day, especially breakfast, helps your body to regulate the blood sugar. I always make sure I at least eat a spoonful of peanut butter before I leave in the morning, or one of those drinkable yoghurts.
Pluto was conjunct Black Moon Lilith yesterday.
I had a run in with the neighbour. His giant streliztia (20ft) has fallen over on top of his New Zealand Frangipani. About three months ago I tried to saw through a smaller section of the bird of paradise tree that was over my fence and leaning on the gutter of my house. I got half way though and stopped. The neighbour said 8 months ago he was getting the tree people to deal with it but never did. Somehow it fell over recently and he was hell pissed that I tried to cut through it. Oh well shit happens.
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People were driving like maniacs today. I saw 2 people swerve over the double-yellow line.
Thank GOD, Elsa. I had the most horrible last quarter moon week. I have a consistent trust problem with the person closest to me and I then I spied on him and lied about it in a moment of weakness. That’s what a Gemini moon will do under duress - lie, and I had a lot of duress from other fronts last weekend. I don’t expect anyone to feel sorry for me or think it’s not my fault. but it’s a relief just to vent about how shitty things are. FUCK.
yeah, most men just hate it when you try to cut off their giant streliztias. Lorena Bobbit is never far from the collective male consciousness (as I’m sure you well know).
hahahaha that was a good comedy break.
you’re not alone Jessica. I had a similar occurence this weekend. I found out some upsetting stuff. I have no gemini– I scorpio’d it instead. I let him know I knew. but I wouldn’t say WHAT. or HOW.
you totally have my sympathy. I don’t care what you did under duress. it was under duress. (((((((Jessica)))))))
My whole life painted itself as a Dali painting this past weekend. And I’m just processing it today. And that’s a lot of stress - all that warping and stretching and feeling somehow expected to make logical and politically correct (and polite - isn’t there some connection between “polite” and “political”) sense of it.
My Pluto parts, Libra though they may be, have little desire to gift wrap darkness and mess today. Especially, when the messes were dumped in my lap by other people.
If any of these things are new starts based on a new moon - they are new starts based on some kind of recycling process. This is new stuff from old sh!t. And it wasn’t expected. And my Virgo parts, which like things neat and tidy and which like new starts distinctly separated from past starts and endings are not particularly pleased. It feels like a hand-me-down new start.
B.A.D. day. So bad I am drunk enough my fingers are too numb to type it out.
I’ll tell ya this, though: if the gossips in this town are gonna say I’m fucking around less than a month after moving out, what the hell am I behaving myself for? Especially if my son believes it rather than just say “hey, I know my mom better than that”?
Bah. Just bah. I’m gonna go pass out on the couch now. Maybe I’ll share tomorrow, or maybe I’ll just vomit it all out on my own blog in the AM.
Not a nice day for me, despite my attempts to be sweet and nice and superficial while I served served served. Thank God for friends with loaded liquor cabinets who will feed me once my face is numb.
This New Moon was conjunct my natal Pluto. Fitting as I feel as though I’m birthing a new way off being in the world for myself.
Sending some love out there to anyone who wishes. I’m actually better than I have been for a very long time. I’ve had “space cleared” with Pluto crossing my ASC and it is a difficult but welcome set of circumstances.
A few days ago my Libra boss took a huge and mistaken dump in my direction in front of the rest of the staff. She was wrong, I was validated and she looked like a fool. She’s got a broken Mars and a Leo moon. The humiliation and remorse is killing her I know. I’ve heard enough thinly veiled hatefulness from her that I don’t have a lot of sympathy left. I’m enjoying Venus in Scorpio.
On the other hand I’m worried that people will stop being able to bring their dogs in for grooming. Worried that we won’t have gas/money/food/rent. It’s scary out there right now.
ah Kris, thank you– now I remember what I forgot to do today! ::off to get my drink on::
Ha, I’ll take a margarita, please!
Lupa I’m enjoying Venus in Scorpio as well. My SO has Scorpio/Moon conjunct and we’re having some serious bonding right now which makes us both feel very, very happy indeed. You know I love the Gemini/Scorpio combo!
I declare it a tequila night!
Good for you Kashmiri! The Scorpio vibe has me feeling a bit more like myself for the time being anyway. Still don’t have a lot of energy but at least the important parts still seem to be alive.
aw you guys, Kris my face gets numb when I drink too. satori, you are hilarious.
thanks Dina– just wait a few hours for when I’m typing in all consenants and obscenities. I put on hats too but you can’t see that part.
Insert mother-in-law rant here.
Hey satori, I’m glad I came back here. That was really nice of you. I Scorpio spied (Merc-Pluto) AND Gemini-lied, double whammy. It is really Libra of me to rationalize my reasons for it 
and it is really Pisces of you to be understanding. And I know Scorpio can dig up some disturbing nasty shit, so (((((((((((satori))))))))) right back at you. Hope you’re dealing okay.
Jerri - Just don’t sell and don’t open your statement for two years provided you still like what you own.
You should have been out LAST July in order to make money. Sorry but you are in good company, like the entire free world.
I have completely restarted my life at least 3 times now and i had no desire to do that again at fifty-ish. I almost don’t even care anymore I am that tired of everything that goes along with ‘holding on’ and the empty suit that some call hope.
40 days ago I was having the happiest time of my life. And today everything is very different.
Crap day, crap week, crap month.
The subject is betrayal: The forever guy, the morons at the fed who can’t find their asses with both hand,the congress who don’t understand high school econ, Nancy Pelosi (I think the botox has finally affected her brain), let me name my asshole coward x forever guy again- gutless wonder. Sad to say I’d take him back too if he asked the right way I am so pathetic.
Where did I go?
thanks Jessica; I hope you are too. xoxox
To borrow from above … insert angsty work rant here, full of colorful and creative cursing and off color humor.
*grin*
Satori - if things had gone as planned, it would have been a tequila night. As it was, it was a vodka night. My friend is a damned generous bartender. Fed me too, thank God, or I probably wouldn’t have made it home.
Thanks, Becca. I’m feeling much better after a solid night of sleep. I’ve even got the verbal vomit on the safe side of the blog. lol!
Life goes on. But that was by far the worst dark moon I’ve had in about ten years. Maaaaaan.
well that works too! I’m glad you’re feeling well this morning!
(as am I)
Thank you for acknowledging me Ms Scarlett.
Use the memory of your happiness 40 days ago, and hold onto to it tight, because it will come around again. Try not to lose hope…even if it does take the form of an empty suit sometimes.
Even though I am upset with myself, and scared right now, I firmly believe that everything happens for a reason!!!
sorry to hear about the hits everyone is taking. most of my hits haven’t been direct, they have been around me, but i’ve been exhausted, on the verge of tears for no reason except the collective angst over the last several days, and sleeping like rip van winkle.
shell- satori is right (as usual!), that sounds like hypoglycemia. please DO go to the doctor for it because it’s quite dangerous unmanaged, and it can develop into diabetes as well.
good luck out there, gang!
This New Moon was exactly on my 7th house ruler, and Mr. Scorpio’s 7th house ruler, as well; and T Venus is on my NN and on Mr. Scorpio’s Sun. Hoping and praying - and daydreaming!;) (Yum, yum).
I’m sorry to hear everyone suffering - sometimes you really can find peace at the bottom of a bottle, if only for 5 or 6 hours.
I have to say, in a ‘I’m totally NOT rubbing it in anyone’s face’ kind of way, yesterday was pretty good for me. I’ve got no money invested and I realize that the hits the market took yesterday will affect all of us eventually, but yesterday was pretty uneventful for me. Apart from the gym, which was good, dinner, which was ok, and then hot (and I mean scorching) sex with my Scorp BF, nothing else really happened.
I have to say though about Midday, I found myself ready to hit the bar and tear it up! I mean raise some serious hell, get drunk and flirt unabashedly. Hence, probably, the scorching evening in bed…….still feeling the restlessness though…..
Well in case anyone cares after the fact. Last night I got ragingly drunk (on tequila, bad bad idea) and fooled around with a guy I work with. In the entrance to a pizza parlor. Up until last night I had never been kissed but he came at me like I was made of bacon so what the hell. Venus and Pluto were conjunct last night, boy did my old idea of myself go totally out the window. This is crazy. I’m all confuzzled.
Confuzzled is a great word.
I’m really sorry for everyone who has lost their hard earned money in this way. I have only seen a negative balance in my bank account for the last year or two and so things are very different on this end.
Something I keep thinking about is my relief that my senior-citizen aged parents don’t have a mortgage or debts. They live on very little but have some money squirreled under the bed.
I feel like I can handle what comes my way but I worry in a desperate sort of way for the elderly people I know who are living hand to mouth.:(
can’t really.
i’d just like to stop being the dumping ground for someone else’s breakdown. but there’s no way to wiggle out right now without avoiding my responsibilities.
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Hi P-
I hate dumping, but I’ve been trying not to dump on myself all day, and I’m starting to get weak…so I’m going to join the collective. Hey, it’s a Libra new moon, and this is what your supposed to be doing.
Anyway, I’m afraid to look, but I think that I lost at least half my life savings, today.
My plan was to get out in July, after reading a great post by Lynn Hayes, but I didn’t….what can I say, I’m a gambler, Moon, Venus, Jupiter in Sadge, but I’ll tell ya…it’s real hard to stay positive.
Thanks for providing a place to vent, and being that merc. is retro..maybe you should wait on your hernia diagnosis.
Thanks for all you do, especially since your only making $1.50 a day..helping to guide us down life’s road!!!