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Pluto Transit To The Moon - Mine: Court

Astrology in real life

moon darkCourt was murderous actually and for reasons I did not or could not have anticipated. There is a new judge which made the cold thing even colder. I liked the old judge.

I don’t dislike the new judge, he is just a stranger and sometimes I think the reason the universe gave me astrology is because I could never deal with this life without it.

I know I have a Pluto transit to my Moon and I know I am losing (have lost) my daughter. I wrote on here months ago that she would not be coming home but that was just to float the concept. It was something still ethereal but today (Venus is conjunct Saturn) it just real-er. Real-er but not real because Pluto takes you down in degrees and I am not there yet. *We* are not there yet.

I called a pal leaving the courtroom. “What would you equate this too?” I asked. “What is this that is happening to me?”

I don’t remember what she said. Too many systems were shut down. Something about the most unnatural thing in the world. Something about being continually astonished at what I am made to suffer.

I had no idea what to do with that information so I did nothing. I couldn’t explain if I had a million years.

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9 Responses to “Pluto Transit To The Moon - Mine: Court”

  1. Madeleine says on 8/13/08 at 3:33 pm:

    Elsa.. I am sorry,I missed something somewhere along the line– I am not sure in what manner you are losing /have lost your daughter (I recall reading she is very very ill..) but however it’s playing out, for whatever “reasons” you have somehow lost, I am with you.. it IS un natural to lose a child by any means.. that a JUDGE is involved makes me shudder.. my Cancerian self is praying and hoping this situation has another, better chapter, and if not, that you find friends and spirit to survive. Blessings and a HUG..

  2. Elsa says on 8/13/08 at 3:48 pm:

    Well I have an addendum… and a reprieve. I got home and made a call and turns out I misunderstood a phrase used in court today.

    ::swoons::

    The situation is the same but much less of a mind fuck thank God. These court people are great to me by the way. They know I am so thoroughly hosed.

    It occurs to me people who actually know me are always really nice. They are nice and they are generous and I think this means a lot.

  3. goddess says on 8/13/08 at 3:51 pm:

    i’m glad you got a helpful update, for whatever it’s worth. you take that reprieve and run with it, sister.

    and i’m also glad the court people have the decency to be kind. thinking of you today…

  4. Elsa says on 8/13/08 at 3:53 pm:

    goddess they are damned nice. They would pick me up and hold me if they could - I have been through that much and they know it. ‘Cept the judge.

    New judge, man, I hope someone fills him in. :(

  5. Elsa says on 8/13/08 at 4:07 pm:

    Madeleine - thank you and yes she is ill. On the judge, there is a one involved by my personal request.

  6. Stacey says on 8/13/08 at 4:28 pm:

    Elsa - I am so sorry to hear of your continued pain. I won’t pretend to understand everything you’re going through, but I do know how painful it is to go down through levels of an excrutiating pain. All I can offer are my supportive vibes.

  7. Deirdre says on 8/13/08 at 4:35 pm:

    I would love to be there with you, but I am glad you have Special Taurean Forces at home.

  8. Kris says on 8/13/08 at 6:07 pm:

    Damn, Elsa. My thoughts and prayers, my friend. Always.

  9. peppermint says on 8/13/08 at 8:40 pm:

    Ah, Elsa. A heart and a mind full of good thoughts and prayers, winging their way to you and your loved ones.

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