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1 Minute Astrology - Demystifying The Saturn Return… Part 3: My Saturn Return
This series starts here: Demystifying The Saturn Return.
Another example of an individual’s Saturn Return - my own. You have to face your fears, not respond to other people’s fears, place boundaries, take a long term view… and most importantly - Be true to yourself.
Skip to part 4 - A Classic Case
15 Responses to “1 Minute Astrology - Demystifying The Saturn Return… Part 3: My Saturn Return”
I’ve been doing a live show several times a week. I always realize I have to have a shower about 1/2 hour before so my hair always dries on camera. I think we’re just so fabulous we can’t be expected to get the timing right on everything. 
I was also earning a lot of money when I was 29 and I didn’t deserve it, because the company was earning a lot of money for various reasons and I didn’t necessarily deserve it. Well I worked very hard obviously but there was so much unhappiness around it and so I quit by the time of my Saturn return.
A husband appeared in the process and we got married, and I went freelance, which is a classic Saturn return. And that definitely paved the way, 15 years later, still freelance, still married to the same guy, I have experienced my Saturn waxing square and opposition and here I am, I am feeling the absolute best I’ve felt all my life.
Okay, so Saturn will tell you what’s wrong. How do you know the *right* direction? If you go climb up another mountain and it’s the wrong one too, will you keep getting troublesome signs?
( Sorry if that came out a little crabby! Should’ve edited. <:) )
I second that, furiana. I can’t even see my mountain. It is utterly covered in fog and I can’t figure out where to start, much less how to climb.
(Making this less analogous, one cannot have an artistic career these days without being an entrepreneur, but I hate being an entrepreneur and my heart is SO not into doing the business side of things that I get nowhere. Being bad at math is not good either.)
I am not a born originator, I fear. I am going to waste the opportunity and “settle” because I can’t even see where to go.
From the video:
“If you make decisions out of fear, these are wrong decisions. You have to *face* your fear.”
“.. you know when you’re going in the right place, ’cause people will say things to you; information will come to you.”
… I guess the thing to do is identify what scares you, first of all. Then try it, despite the fear. If you start hitting blockages, it’s still the wrong mountain. If you start getting information and support, you’re on the right one. Am I on the right track?
(Maybe more scared you are of doing something, the more you have to do it?)
furiana - yes, right track. Very much so. I did not respond before because I thought I might do it for this series because if I respond in comments the information I am trying to put out there won’t be orderly for the person who comes across it in the future, but yeah. You are absolutely right.
Ah, gotcha! Yeah, ordering the information does sound like a good idea, especially for a series with this many comments. I wouldn’t mind seeing a movie on this topic, myself. Maybe after the examples?
PS. Jennifer, I just noticed your wording here:
“I am not a born originator, I fear.”
Fear? Is that a signpost that you’re supposed to become an originator?
I don’t fear trying to start my own business. I have tried it off and on for the past 4 years. I just…hated it. I tried my damndest to like being in charge, doing the money, doing the business stuff, and I do not enjoy it. I never get anywhere because I dislike it so much. It sucks my energy like a Hoover every time I stress out over how much to price things and getting decent photographs and trying to figure out how to sell.
I have to MAKE myself do it on a long-term basis while hating it, I think. It’s not like jobs exist where one gets paid to do creative stuff without having to come up with their own insurance, and marketing, and finances. (Oh, wait, sweatshops…)
A great story, Elsa. My life changes have happened over several years — from working at a big law firm and the money and “success” that supposedly comes along with that to going back to grad school to get a Masters in Counseling and also falling in love with dance music and becoming a DJ, along with taking the plunge into spirituality, and wanting to weave those things together and teach the things I have learned in a creative way. I haven’t quite found that same level of monetary success that I once had, but I know that this is my mountain and it’s been a much better climb.
yes.
i just can’t see where i’m going. following a path of pebbles, it seems like. and sometimes i get off track and have to spent weeks circling back to find the last mark on the trail….
Thanks again for this video series! I’m using it now to figure out my ambitious goals in honor of today’s Stellium in Capricorn!
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