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Astrology Today: Full Moon In Scorpio - Plagued With Obsessive Imagined Fears

My eye on the sky

hydraThe Moon in Scorpio will be full tomorrow (opposite the Sun) and form a Grand Cross with Saturn and Neptune.  Personally, I have had a hideous effect already which I will share with you because I know for a fact, I am not the only one.

I have Saturn mashed up with Neptune in my chart and write about this combination a lot, generally with a positive spin. It is about imagined and morphing (Neptune) realities(Saturn) and there are a lot of good things that can happen with these energies, however…

However, as the full Moon approaches, I am seeing the worst possible manifestation of this combination occur. That is hologram (Neptune) fears (Saturn).   And even more disturbing the fears are Scorpio flavored, obsessive and paranoiac.

I am not sure the best remedy for this but I think posting this blog may help me (and in turn, you) in that these feelings are hydra-like and exposure to the light should help them to dissipate.


12 Responses to “Astrology Today: Full Moon In Scorpio - Plagued With Obsessive Imagined Fears”

  1. Little Miss Hermit says on 5/18/08 at 9:30 am:

    My natal Moon finds itself right in the Taurus corner of the Grand Cross:P I’ve a headache (which is rare for me), and feel utterly vulnerable, put upon, unlovable and hopping mad (”kill ‘em all!”:P - and I was just at the brink of forgiving…) at the same time… That last bit could be T Mars square n Uranus, though;) Ahrr…
    My mood is totally introverted and even a little self-pitying (which I’m conditioned to loathe, but have to indulge right now).
    Happier times ahead are guaranteed:o)

  2. Ms. Scarlett says on 5/18/08 at 11:55 am:

    MOONSTRUCK

    Yes I see this in myself. I don’t know where my planets are but I have had a major obsessive theme going in since midnight Fri/Sat. One of those sophmoric dark obsessions where you play the same dramatic song for hours and sit in your pajamas even though its a beach day.

    It has a major unlovable /unworthy component.

    I’m meeting a guy i’ve been talking to for 3 1/2 months. He is flying in to meet me for the first time and I’ve been in a total obsessively negative tail spin about me and my body. All of my focus is on me and what i don’t have enough of.

    Jeez, maybe i should open the drapes, go outside and look at my roses, the ocean and wash my brain out with soap. Good to know “This is just Full Moon in Scorpio” so I scream at the top of my lungs

    SNAP OUT OF IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  3. Angela says on 5/18/08 at 12:34 pm:

    I’ve actually been feeling pretty good over the last few days (for a change). I’ve been taking a flower essence - Apple - and in trying to move on from someone, am practicing a little avoidance.

    I started to feel a little sad a little while ago, but nothing huge. Tomorrow’s Moon is in my first house, opposing Moon/Venus/Node and squaring Mars.

    I was feeling like Little Miss Hermit at the last full moon.

  4. Heather M. says on 5/18/08 at 12:46 pm:

    Dude. Yesterday was even-keeled and okay but today I am alternating between transendence and emotional wallowing. I’m trying to stay busy and out of the house to keep from going to the dark place. I keep drifting there and yanking myself back.

  5. satori says on 5/18/08 at 1:03 pm:

    the first scorp full moon this month set off my mars; this one is on my neptune which is MUCH better aspected. so all things considered this feels like a much better moon for me. or maybe it’s that it’s on my neptune and I won’t see it coming till it hits me. ::shrugs:: I’ll take that pie in the face when I come to it.

  6. max says on 5/18/08 at 2:29 pm:

    Hey, I am totally going, ‘Damn! She didn’t write me back! I must be persona non grata! NOOOO!’

    This is really the wrong year to be having prog. Venus conjunct sun.

    max
    [’On the other hand, hey, I was hosed anyways, so BFD.’]

  7. Des says on 5/18/08 at 2:47 pm:

    sounds like a good day to go on a water slide. or share our most attrocious stories…lol

  8. Stephanie says on 5/18/08 at 2:53 pm:

    Hey, I’m feeling pretty good for once during the Scorpio moon. Usually, it’s like clockwork, every month I start pining over some lost guy. This time, I sucker punched him first, so he can suffer this time!

  9. anon. says on 5/18/08 at 4:27 pm:

    at least i can stop feeling horrible for wanting to screw every person in sight who isn’t my partner. i’m in a longterm battle against telling myself i;m not a whore for having sexual feelings.

  10. Ronda says on 5/19/08 at 8:09 am:

    It’s good to know that I’m not crazy. I couldn’t sleep last night for all the horrific ‘what ifs’ that kept running through my mind. What if my parents have a horrible car accident on their way home today? What if my dog runs out into the road and is hit by a car? What if, what if, what if…

    It was awful. And accompanied by movie-like visions of these hologram fears, too, which made it worse.

    I finally had to be really stern and rather sharp with myself mentally to get those disturbing images to stop playing in my head and get back to reality. Yay Saturn!

  11. wyrdling says on 5/19/08 at 2:06 pm:

    huh. it was a good day for letting go of hologram fear. ‘course, the full moon fell in my communication axis, so i guess that helps….

  12. SaDiablo says on 5/22/08 at 5:19 pm:

    Hologram fear! Balls! Thankyouthankyouthankyou, E.
    When Saturn was going over and over my Sun almost two years ago, I kept accusing my very-faithful man of cheating on me, which is so far out of his character it’s laughable. It was the only thing in my head, seriously. “Oh, he’s fifteen minutes late he must be shacked up with that whore!” There was a specific co-worker I was focused on, too, absolutely convinced they were colluding. Completely groundless accusations.
    What I didn’t realize until now was that, hello!, my Sun is trine Neptune so obviously there was Saturn-Neptune action going on. *lol* Whew! Not as crazy as I thought I was! :D I really need to learn about Neptune apparently. . ..

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