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Pluto Transit To The Moon - Mine: A Breakthrough
Astrology in real life
Last night at dinner I was talking to the soldier…
“Today I had a moment of total peace about Mosta (my daughter),” I said. “I just felt completely okay about everything, every shred of it. I don’t know how I got there but I did and I could barely believe it. I realize it probably won’t last.”
“Yeah, P?”
“Yeah but the place exists. There is a way of seeing this and feeling about it that allows me to feel okay and live comfortably regardless… regardless of whatever. I am talking complete acceptance and comfort with the situation.”
He didn’t say anything so I reached across the table and tapped his forearm. “I touched it just like that,” I said. “And I figure if I could touch it and be there today… I felt good all day long, then it means this place exists. And if I get thrown off, I should be able to find my way back eventually and maybe live there full time? Most of the time? In whatever case, before today I did not know such a place existed so this was a really important day.”
“That’s good.”
“Yeah, what you said and what some people say about the reasons things like this happen to some people and not others is very true. You have to have some capacity and I do have it because I found this out today. I figured it and most strangely I could even see a benefit to everyone involved. Everyone. Me, you, her… the people who read my blog… everyone. So that’s my report. Port. I have found a port. It’s a place I can stand and have no problems even in this situation and I think it’s pretty much a miracle don’t you?”
Do you have a port in the storm?
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Not sure about a port in the storm, but that place you’re talking about, of feeling okay with everything in the midst of horrible circumstances… I’ve touched it before, and know what you mean.
Oh yes, when I found it the peak of it lasted for over a year. Now I need to learn how to re-tap into it more quickly and easily under different types of situations.
Wow, Elsa. I am so glad you found that place. I do think it’s a miracle.
Mmm…. so maybe your daughter is an angel. Through you, she’s helping so many of us. I know you made a huge difference in my life, Elsa.
And yes, I know that place too. I call it grace.
Just knowing that one exists is something. Or believing that one could exist. That is something. Happy M’day, Elsa P.
yes, but i never know if it’s going to get washed out in a hurricaine and i have to go find another.
i do know there will always be one, though, if i reach the right way….
Feeling a sudden relief at the buttom of the emotional hell is a self-defense mechanism, all people have it in one or another degree.
Ana - I know that feeling but it really does not describe this one which was more Jupitarian in nature. And in fact the Jupiter station hits my chart pretty damned well.
Happy mother’s day back atcha, Cassi!
Congrats Elsa, hope you always find your way back to that spot.
I’m glad to read that.
This reminds me of the Wheel of Fortune Card which is Jupiter ruled. It’s all about staying in the flow in the center while the wheel turns around you. http://www.learntarot.com/maj10.htm
I had a similar experience two days ago. I cracked up laughing, because all of a sudden everything seemed so RIGHT. It was a moment of surrender, and I’m very grateful.
Yes I know of the feeling and place. Pluto has been conjuncting my Mars (and still will be for a year or two)and to find that place just left a sense of peace in a horrible place. Glad that at least you had that moment/feeling Elsa especially considering it was Mothers Day. Lots of love Skye
My experience was not a self-defense mechanism; because, in the deep letting go and complete surrender, (which was spiritual although I did not know it at the time), there was No Self to defend, no ego, the ’self’ was transparent and non-existent…there was Emptiness and Silence too glorious to describe in words.
When I find it again I will not drift the way I have done. I feel that it does not leave us but we can leave it.