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Reality Check From The Hologram That Is Elsa P….
Astrology in real life
I just got an email from someone expressing their concern over my well-being. Writing this on the chance others are having similar feelings about me - Fact is I am doing inordinately well. I feel really good, we are just busy settling.
The soldier has only been here a week and a half. We are currently sorting through his stuff that was pretty much dumped in a heap here in February. The sink has problems, Vidroid is thrilled with the soldier but wants to hang around us every minute he can. We are accommodating him and in short while I am maintaining this blog I am really not able to track how it might be coming across. Come to think of it, I can’t do that under the best conditions!
Now before long the soldier will be back to work and things will be a little more normal here but in the meantime, I am pulling up videos I did in November because I just don’t have opportunity to get clear enough to produce something new and not everyone who reads here has seen them by a shot. Perhaps this is a lousy idea because I was in the crisis of a lifetime in November and it may be misleading which is not my intention. My intention is to maintain the blog, see! Period.
But anyway, if there are others out there who are worried about me, you needn’t be. If you’re an astrologer or studying… I will have Pluto transiting my Moon, making it’s last station over the summer so some intensity and upheaval in my home and of my emotions are a given but don’t think for one minute I am unhappy. I have never been more happy, satisfied or comfortable in my life - This in spite of the chaos and bombed out house where I live and you all know who I can thank for that.
Yesterday the soldier showed me a picture of one of his nieces who his sister managed to name after him. “She’s a green belt,” he said… the girl is about 10 or 11. “But she lost all her hair from the chemo…”
I just looked at him.
“Well, people who have great lives are rarely interesting…”
I could leave it there but I will just add one more thing.
I could screen these old videos to see if I am sad or not (::smiles) but that would take time I don’t have so I will probably just keep pulling them up until I can get back on a regular production.
The reason is people like them so lets just say the video portion of this blog is in reruns. 
Thanks all.
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Elsa,
Just for some feedback (I wasn’t the one who’d written you) but one of your last posts - the one you wrote after cleaning out your daughter’s room (which didn’t sound sad) was about the Soldier showing you old music videos - and you sounded *very sad* in that post - the kind of sad I though you might sound in writing about cleaning out your daughter’s room, though maybe it was some displaced sadness?
As a regular reader here who is sensitive to the “mood” of the blog - and the mood is generally very human, I felt a bit of darkness/sadness in that soldier/music video post, but other than that - all was business as usual. So maybe the person who wrote to you was also picking up on the same vibe?
Just my two cents.
doublecappy - those songs did make me sad. I am very sad the soldier and i did not spend our lives together. He has regrets but has worked through them and is just happy we are were we are.
I am also glad we are were we are but I have more grieving to do over what was lost and also that I ever put him pain because I am telling you, I had no idea. You think someone like his is going to let someone know they got a lick in, of any kind?
::laughs::
Maybe I am just obtuse but that thing with the old videos didn’t sound at all sad to me, not even a little bit! And that post about you and the soldier riding around on bicycles and all that, well, I was shocked by how totally filled with joy you sound.
The reason I was shocked is my own stuff: whenever my ex (a pilot) would come around be home full time (he was like, 4 days on, 10 days off), I would get soooo overwhelmed and wish he was just back at work. (I need to be alone a lot).
So I was wondering how it would work out for you when the soldier quit his job and you guys ended up with all that time together. But your posts show me how happy you are with all that! I think you have some Libra in your chart, but you seem to be really happy with the full time togetherness.
Here we are with the perspective thing again, I am like, what, Elsa sounding sad? No way!
Maybe it is the Neptune ruling, sometimes I either see through holograms or else I don’t see them at all. Smoke and mirrors too.
Ha ha ha, what a dipshit I am. The video I am talking about in this hasn’t even loaded yet today. ::smiles::
See what I mean? I ain’t trackin’ people! I am just no tracking this blog… which reminds me of another blog I meant to write…
I’m also not the one who emailed you, but I am glad to read this. You are in my thoughts all the time, Elsa. I can’t help you in any way other than that, but I’m doin’ it all the time. It’s clear that I’m not the only one.
I am not sure how I found my way here to this blog but it is somehow comforting to check in on you guys as I go through my own turmoil and I’d like you to know that Elsa.
I am also intrigued because where ever I turn I am hearing stories like yours about people reuniting with lost loves or true loves after years and years apart.
One person told me how she had reunited with her high school sweetheart after 50 years apart (he just called her up one day out of the blue) and they had five years together before he died of cancer. It was so bittersweet to hear.
These kinds of stories have been coming out of no where for a few weeks now and I am intrigued because whenever these things happens I do invest meaning into them. It’s as if someone is tapping me on the shoulder trying to get my attention for some reason. Too much of a coincidence for it to not mean something. But I wonder what? Is it a weird transit or something?
I wish I knew more about astrology. It’s all so fascinating and confusing at the same time.
Yeah, the stuff about cleaning out your daughter’s room and the sad videos… those were hard to read and respond to. (I chickened out… completely did not know what to say. I may have left one comment.)
Not that we don’t want to read them, but I admit I thought about you specifically today and wondered how you were holding up.