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Voice Of Mars: “From Now Until Forever Plus Relationships And Birth Order In Families… Hero, Scapegoat, Lost Child, Masot
Astrology in real life…
“Don’t you do that again. You don’t ever have to keep anything from me, ever. I don’t care what it is that you need to tell me. From now until forever we’re going to be together and I’m going to love you no matter what. So whatever happens, you just tell me what it is, okay, P.”
“Okay.”
“Yeah, doesn’t matter what it is. I will always love you. Let’s say you become a secret alcoholic? If that happens, that’s okay,” he said with a grinning grin. “I’ll still be here and I’ll still love you.”
I laughed.
“Or if you see some guy and you want to fuck him? If he looks good to you, a neighbor you see… someone around here you like, then no problem with that either.”
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Voice Of Mars… South Node In Aries, First House
Astrology in real life…
Yesterday morning after breakfast the soldier put “Patton” so he could better digest his food. “Let me just have a few minutes of war… some martial music so I can relax before we unload that truck. He proceeded to call me in every 4 seconds to see “the most important thing to know about Patton,” or ‘my other favorite scene in this movie…”
And you know the soldier believes in past lives (as a soldier) which is something he has in common with Patton. With his south node (past life) in Aries (war) in the first house (war), astrology supports his claim. We watched the scene in the movie that addresses Patton’s past lives.
“So what?” I asked. “Do you think you know him? Did you know him back whenever?”
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Mercury in Aries vs Mercury in Libra (With Mars Involved): “We Haven’t Fought In Awhile”
Astrology in real life…
3 days ago in the Penkse truck…
“We haven’t fought in awhile,” I said. “We’re getting along pretty good.”
“Yeah we are but I’m sure it won’t be long,” he said.
“Before we fight?”
“Yeah.”
Next day all hell broke loose. We yelled for at least 3 hours, maybe 4, driving the whole time. I mean we YELLLLED and yesterday we discussed it.
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Pregnant 20 Year Old - Her Fiance Is Addicted To Porn: Astrology-Based Advice
Dear Elsa,
My fiance and I have been together for about 2 and a half years now. I am also pregnant with our first child. We have had our ups and downs but we finally got an apartment together and were starting to make it a home for our son who is due in less than two months. I am very concerned for my son and myself because of my fiance’s addiction to porn. I do not want my son to grow up in an environment where his daddy sits up and tries to sneak looking at the garbage.
As for myself, I have always had weight issues, but before I found out I was pregnant I was almost (about 2 sizes away) from being exactly what size I wanted to be. Now that my stomach is getting bigger I am really starting to become depressed because of the porn. I understand that what is inside of me is beautiful and special, a brand new life that God has created for me to be a part of, but he really seems lately to not want anything to do with me or the baby. I go to doctors appointments by myself or with my mom, I have to literally beg him to come put his hand on my stomach to feel the baby kick, and on top of that, he does not find me attractive anymore. He does not hold me at night like he used to, or kiss me just to kiss me, hug me to hug me, he just doesn’t touch me. All he does is wait until I fall asleep then comes back into the dining room, turns on the computer and looks at porn.
I’m tired of feeling like I am never good enough for him because those tanned, skinny girls are so much better. It has gotten to the point to where he has caught me crying about it, but still continues to try and be sneaky the same night, knowing almost every time he does look at it he gets caught because I either wake up to it or obviously have to go to the bathroom in the middle of the night… I’m pregnant!
When I try to have sex with him he tells me that he is too tired from work that day. I am also concerned because he has been very snappy lately. I read somewhere that when a person has an addiction they tend to lie, snap back, start fights, and have a tendency to cheat. I have no clue what to do. I pray to God every night that He can help him realize that this addiction is hurting our relationship and will ultimately end up hurting our son.
20 Year Old Gemini
United States
Dear Gemini,
You sound like an inordinately mature 20 year old to me. Your ability to see and articulate your very painful situation without becoming hysterical is impressive so keep you cool head it will serve you. I also like that you have (obviously) educated yourself about addiction, that you know that there is a person inside your body and you have sophisticated awareness as to how this is effecting you emotionally. Since you are already so competent I am just going to add what I know and trust you to parse it.
As to getting your fiance to see what you see, I don’t think you are going to be able to do that. It would be like getting an alcoholic to see their drinking has a negative affect on other people. They are not going to see that because they do not want to see that. What they want to do is get at the bottle and what your fiance wants to do is get at the skinny tanned girl which is no reflection on you.
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Under The Scorpio Moon
Astrology in real life
The Moon is in Scorpio and earlier today it set off my natal Venus Neptune square flooding me with emotion…
“All my songs are morbid,” the solider said. “The songs I write?
“Yeah? Why?”
“Because I’m just like you,” he said, pointing at the computer. “I can only write exactly what I feel.”
Earlier today -
“You get something up there?” he asked referring to my blog.
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The Enigma That Is Pisces Rising
Astrology in real life
It was supremely interesting to see the soldier closer to his own habitat. We used to share a habitat and now we’ll do that again but first we have to extract him from his and it was surreal from my perspective.
“How come no one knows anything about you?” I asked on the road.
“Well I don’t know why you’re surprised. You know I don’t tell people things. I don’t tell anyone anything except in a blue moon. You’re the only person I talk to, P and not only that, for some reason I feel it necessary to talk to you 20 times a day.”
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One Year Ago On The Elsa Blog - Does Not Want Ex-Wife In The House, Gay Man Betrayed, And Stuff!
Flashbacks
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One Year Ago On The Elsa Blog - Husband Addicted To Porn And Phone Sex, Life Collapsed, He Doesn’t Believe She Loves Him
Flashbacks
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Astrology And Love - What Is Your Theory And Where Is Your Venus?
Astrology in real life
Day one in the Penske truck on this trip cross country with the soldier. My Uranus transit is exact tomorrow…
“It’s hard to believe we’re here,” I said. “Back after all these years. This was more believable a few days ago than it is right now. I am just stunned we are hear. Did you ever dream this in your life?”
“No.”
“Well what do you make of it?”
“I think it shows there is one soul out there for every other soul. And sometime in your life you will run across them. But there is free will so you can mess it up. People who should end up together don’t always end up together because they mess things up. And if you are not with the soul you are meant to be with you will never be happy… on that level.”
“I see.”
“We’re lucky we get a second chance. Don’t you think we’re lucky?”
“Yes, very lucky. Inordinately lucky.”
What do you think of love? Is there one soul for every soul or can any number of people successfully partner with a specific soul? Do you have an alternative theory? Where is your Venus?
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