The Moon heading into aspect with the Mars Pluto opposition is in aspect to my natal Moon and the soldier’s Ascendant / Descendant axis.

“I’m shaky,” I said. “I’m getting nervous and jerky, I feel shaky.”

“Do you feel like you did after we met the first time and I was coming over for dinner that night?”

I gasped. ‘Yes! Oh my God, it’s just like that. It is that, how did you know? Can you feel this? Can you feel what I feel right now?”

“im,” he said which means yes.

“I’ll be damned.”

“Yep, that’s what that is.”

“It’s not that’s comfortable. I feel really, really shaky. I feel almost sick. I am shook.”

“I know. But just remember an hour after I got there you were throwing me out. You got mad and kicked me out, remember?”

“Yeah. So you can feel this?”

“Yeah, and I remember. I can feel your feelings and remember my own.”

“What were they?”

“Same as yours when I was going over. I was nervous coming to your house. And then I was really nervous when you were throwing me out. I was nervous.”

“Oh, well it’s not comfortable. I feel extremely shaky. I feel nearly sick and I do remember this exactly. Whew.”

Yeah, well it will be okay when we see each other tomorrow. As soon as we see each other, you’ll see. I know a trick to take care of that, I’ll show you.”

“You’ll show me? Tell me.”

“No, I’ll show you. I will show you this. It’s just a few more hours, P and then we’ll see each other and as soon as we do we’re going to be an item. Me and you, an item. And you can tell La la la Lara that’s what we are, starting tomorrow from the minute we see each other.”

Have you ever re-lived your life like this? What happened?