[Rolls up chart on own program. Duh. You're using equal house. H'ok. Reads chart.]

Anyone?

That’s not really fair, Elsa, droppin’ grenades like that.

Most recently for instance I had a run in on a forum that I have frequented for over a year with a moderator who antagonized me publicly. I didn’t break any rules or do anything rude, she just likes to pick fights with people and this time I stood my ground. It ended up upsetting me so much that I’m not going back even though I once found a lot of enjoyment there.

Was the moderator a woman? Howabout the boss?

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['There's enough going on that it needs to be untangled.']

The boss was a man in that case, but I’ve had female bosses and just plain co-workers try to bully me as well. It’s an on-going thing.

Thank you for the advice, kashmiri! And wow, that’s a great comparison. “A lion out of it’s cage,” that’s weirdly appropriate because sometimes it seems like people who are being bullies me are afraid of me, but that reaction just doesn’t make any sense to me.

Sad reality in the U.S. - if people are serious, can’t put on a convincing facade, and express ambivalence they tend to be attacked. This is because they want others to sort of perform like caricatures / cartoon figures in their lives. They hate genuine, it reminds them of how fake they are. That’s probably your ‘issue’ which is really rather their issue or a cultural issue: you sound really transparent. When you’re unsure of something it shows, when you’re afraid it shows, that you’re a little more refined than they are shows. I can relate, I have a strong 12th house. I feel I’d be happier in a place that respects subtlety - the feminine - the receptive - like, say, another country.

Oops, I guess that won’t work if it’s an online relationship, huh?? Duhhhhhh!!! Sorry.

But why would it be acceptable to attack others with ‘weaker body language’? The primate humans need to be put in their place - beneath the human humans.

Pisces, did you notice the google ads over to the right about cyberbullies?

I want to share this with you Pisces, may be it could be useful. Once I started experiencing and ” getting connected ” with the plutonian energy trough my intuition, while my daily walk. What happened traumatized me: the people did not see me, practically they were knocking down me, on the other hand several persons shouted nasty things (generally nobody shouts anything to me!) I have experimented with another energies too. I think you should to embrace that challenge and ‘to connect’ with mars energy. I you are enough sensitive you could to feel the aspects too (this moment mars is squared to venus) Obiously you need to work that mars because the north node.

I can’t see Chiron in this chart, but you are telling a story of your issues with bullies back in grade school, and following the thread of that particular experience to your present life, where you said no to an authority figure and had the very common experience of some weird thing happening involving Hive Mind and flame wars.

That kind of thing happens all the time. I assure you you are not a special or specific target and you probably do not have a “kick me” sign scrawled across your inner essence.

But you do have a wounding memory from childhood that forms your experience today. I can’t see Chiron but I do see Saturn retrograding in the third house. That can mean a lot of things but retrograde to me means a time warp in consciousness. In the third house, this is your closest environment, the neighborhood in which you grew up, your brothers and sisters. Something with Dad — gone or completely terrifying or impossible to contact for help. Which leaves you alone to fight for yourself.

“Bullies” might be “Dad”. Saturn here classically also means a stutter or some other speech or hearing impediment, or something that frustrates natural expression to your childhood peers. And whatever thoughts you formed around that experience about yourself are what you’re carrying into these new experiences.

I hear something like — ” There’s something about me specifically that draws experiences with bullies”. ” I have a hard time standing up for myself.” ” What is it about me that makes these things always happen? ”

I think it might help to separate your dream/remembered reality from the here and now. Whatever happened in grade school happens to a lot of kids. Some people even grow up *feeling* bullied even though an outside observer, even participants, wouldn’t have judged that to be the case. However, if you felt abandoned for other reasons: if you needed that environment as a child to replace something else that was wrong in your world and it did not, then there was an initial wounding that will carry into any situation your soul judges to be the same.

My advice is: look at things as they are now. People are assholes all over the internet. It really wasn’t personal, those “people” don’t know you. Your slimy boss was a slimy boss before you met him. You’re going to meet more assholes and slimy bosses. We *all* are.

We create reality around what we pay attention to, and you’re paying attention to the idea of being bullied for a reason. The reason is: that stirred up subconscious memory wants to come out and be healed and realized as a *past* event, not a *present* event. In the *past* some bad things happened. Recently some other stressful things happened. They’re not the same things at all, but your subconscious can’t tell the difference.

By the way — personally I’ve found that around the time I ended up in a pissing fight with the queen bee was about time for me to leave anyway.

Upper right corner..

Hello. I’m new here but I realy want to ask you…
We’ve all gone through this phase in life, sometimes more often than others. But haven’t you ever asked yourself, “Why am I on this earth”? What am I here for? Exactly just what is your purpose in life?
P.S. Sorry If wrong section!

Just read this from bbc:

Mumbai police have defused two bombs found in a bag at the train station attacked by terrorists last week.

Officers called the bomb squad after finding a suspicious-looking bag while searching 150 pieces of luggage at Chhatrapati Shivaji station. Two bombs of 4kg were found inside and defused, police said.

God! what are these guys doing? another 911?

I am not as educated on astrology as many others are. But I am a pisces with a cancer rising. Esp when I was younger, people are really deceived by the cancer rising. They mistakenly think that I am a pushover. I am sensitive, empathetic, and extremely tolerant. But I am not a push over.

But maybe we should be looking at the moderator’s chart. I find it amazing how people act on the internet. Women especially are more willing to show their bullying side.