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Merging Souls? Who Would Want To Do This? Neptune, Saturn, Pluto, Uranus - Everyone’s Involved!
Astrology in real life
“Well, we’re combining I guess you’d say.” I was talking to a friend about the soldier. “I can’t tell you how excruciating it is. It’s very painful but I don’t think we can stop.”
She was quiet.
“You have to face every little thing. Everything that’s there, whatever you come across that is not common has to be revealed and seen so it can become common. It has to be accepted and become integrated.”
She was quiet so I stopped to think how I might better explain what I was talking about.
“Well, take me and you and say we were going to do this. If you and I were going to merge, every single thing about you… every fear you have and every edge and every wrong thing there is about you or just the things you think are wrong with you would have to be completely known by me. Imagine that. And vice versa of course. So someone knows everything in you… all of it. There is no separation.”
“That’s something else.”
“Yeah, I don’t think very many people could do this. I also don’t think very many would want to. Who would want to do this?”
“Not many.”
“Yeah, I don’t think so either. I don’t know that I would want to do it except for it’s happening and we don’t seem to have a choice. This is going on and I am telling you it’s excruciating. Just to integrate the tiniest bit is terribly painful. And shocking. Like uh oh. Now your foot is melded to someone else’s. What the hell? I have never wanted to be the Borg. And we did not make a conscious decision to do this. We have not aspired to this or anything, it’s just happening anyway, slowly. “We spent all these years, really. This started in 2003 when you look back at it. We couldn’t handle it then. Or maybe we were supposed to do this when we were kids but couldn’t manage so we bolted.”
“Yeah, I think that’s right.”
“Yeah, I guess had we stayed together, this is where we were headed. It’s Saturn cycle. But anyway, you know how there are all kinds of things you keep it to yourself? You just don’t talk about them because it’s much easier not to but we don’t seem to have this option. We don’t stop short and all I can tell you is when you don’t stop short, there is a lot of pain involved. And I can see why it’s so slow, it’s because it’s so hard. We spent all these months just so he could get this one conversation this guy had with me in his head and we both wind up hurt so you can see why people don’t do this.”
“Yeah.”
“He calls it Catholic… a Catholic marriage. That is his paradigm and it’s not foreign to me. My version is called Neptune and its right there in my chart. My chart says I would have an interest in this but there are other things there too and I don’t know what to say. This is like knitting two people together. Do that and they will not come apart ever and that’s fine unless you happen to be one of them. If you are one of them it jolting and it’s painful. It’s a relief too, I guess. I mean, I know it’s right, I just never imagined myself involved in something like this in a million years. I didn’t think something like this was possible or even desirable and actually, I didn’t involve myself come to think of it. The whole thing is just happening on its own which only adds to the horror,” I said with a snort. “Control? You find out it doesn’t exist. Not in this situation, not for us. You’re going into that other person and it doesn’t matter what you think, you’re going.”
For the record, I think this is a reflection of Saturn’s transit through my 8th house… and Pluto transit through the 12th. Try to stop those transits. ::rolls eyes::
Would you have even remote interest in merging (souls?) with another person? Where is Neptune in your chart?
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its right there on the cusp of the seventh house. so hell yeah…;-)i need to find my soul mate.
Would you have even remote interest in merging with another person?
I used to have that idea about relationships too, don´t even remember where it came from, maybe it was from that long gone catholic upbringing, or maybe genetic inheritance, it feels so foreign now…..But no, I would not be interested in this kind of merging anymore as I have learned differently. It is more like being two balloons standing side by side, staying whole with each other, sharing and doing things together. It´s like together you create a new energy in the middle and that is where you share. But it is not about occupying each others space and trying to unify that, trying that out in the past it never worked for me, it is not functional. It´s supposed to take relationships every single time into a dead end and it becomes very uncomfortable to have energies in your aura that are not your own. Have to say, it´s not easy to master and an ongoing process. That is my experience and what I learned after many headaches around relationships. Neptune in Scorpio.
No, not merging souls. I couldn’t do that. Souls mates is good, but my soul is my own, even if it does connect to another person’s like pieces of a puzzle. I can handle auras merging, but not souls merging.
Neptune in Sadge, 4th house. It’s part of a fire trine that includes 8th house Venus in Aries. I think I know where my erratic fear of commitment comes from now!
For the past seven years I’ve had an “uncontrollable” relationship with someone. We are pulled together, but we both still have our prickles and it is Painful. One time I offered up the suggestion that maybe if we both made a conscious effort we could separate ourselves. He laughed and said “I don’t think so..”
The frequent theme in my dreams of him are a sense of complete merging and it is overwhelming. I have wondered if that were to happen in “reality” if we could truly function.
Mystery.
yes yes yes…and for the record I winced when I read:
This is like knitting two people together. Do that and they will not come apart ever and that’s fine unless you happen to be one of them. If you are one of them it jolting and it’s painful.
Ouchy…my opinion is the flipside of seekingzen’s: I don’t believe in soulmates, but feel my soul reaches out to others and I have a very strong desire to merge. I’m fine with being alone on the physical plane, but do not want to feel alone on the spiritual plane.
Neptune in 12th, grand trine with Saturn/7th & Venus/3rd
Mars-Neptune opposition on the ASC-DSC. Soul merging is my ideal. And it scares the shit out of most of the men I’ve met in my life.
I read something once in a book called “Awakening the Buhddist Heart” it said something like real love isn’t bondage, it’s freedom. It’s two seperate souls not merging, but helping the other find the true meaning of freedom. i.e helping you be who you really are and helping you find all of your potential to be the best person you can be FOR YOURSELF.
I love that.
Souls merging is my goal in a love relationship. But unfortunately, the first time that i saw this possibility i went away (i got really scared), the second time, he went away (this time i really felt that i could be with a guy i a very close relationship). Now, i´m trying to not be afraid to be in contact with my own soul, only this way i will not be afraid of being with someone in a soul level.
something of the sort, perhaps. perhaps a little too much. like falling into a black hole which is really the space between two universes- yours and theirs….
neptune’s in my fourth, loosely conjunct the IC. aspecting both sides of my venus/pluto opposition. (part of a loose kite….)
With moon conjunct Neptune, I’ve spent most of my life working on clear boundaries, and I’m quite content with my Aries S/O who has little to no interest in merging. On the other hand, the longer we are together the more I see him in me & vice versa.
Neptune conjunct I.C. just into 4.
I want a soul mate, desperately, but I think it’s pretty much hopeless… I’m just way too idealistic and I also don’t compromise well at all, though I try. I can on some level I mean, I accept peoples’ differences but I figure if I’m going to be with someone it had better be a perfect match (or very very close to one… which isn’t likely). I’m both extremely needy and ridiculously aloof… I can be possessive but can’t stand it when someone else is of me (but at the same time I want them to say things like “You belong to me” and “I own you” during sex… and mean it!)
I honestly wouldn’t want to subject any guy to me and my contrariness.
I have done this with my perfect mate: She was Libra Sun/Pisces Asc. I am Aries Sun/Virgo Asc. We shared EVERYTHING. And it was beautiful and it was painful. And I love it and I wouldn’t do it again. Or would I?
Sun/Chiron on descendant…HELL YES I WANNA MERGE.