Tessy asks regarding my Saturn transit:

I was just wondering while reading this post, about how your Saturn transit was when you were younger, like a teenager, you must’ve gone through the same transit then, right? So are those patterns repeating now? Because as you said Saturn is about karma. I’ve really no idea on this issue but I’m kind of curious. I meant is there any connection between these two?

Tessy, hell yes there is a connection! I am in contact with two of my ex-loves from the era…from nearly 30 years ago, the last time Saturn was in Leo! And it’s damned fine too. I am learning that real (Saturn) love (Venus / 7th house) lasts. Because the love that was there then, still is!

And as for karma…well I never betrayed either man. And they never betrayed me. Both relationships had integrity in this way and today I get to find out both men remember me with much love and affection. It is helping me see my real (Saturn) value as a partner (Venus).

Now I loved the living shit out of both these men and vice versa. So why didn’t it work out? This is all being discussed. What were the limits (Saturn) in the relationships (Venus) that caused them to fail?

And what about now? Can we be friends? What kind of relationship can we have now? Considering how highly we value each other, how can we support each other in the present day? And what is emerging is wonderful.

My commitment to the AMF….it’s hard core. I will be friends with Scott until one of dies, obviously. And my other ex…well this is still in progress.

We are still up to our necks in the muck but we’re both happy about it and I have to think we’re going to find a way to stay in continuous contact. And even if we don’t I know he’s there anyway (lurking). And he’s well aware he can come periscope up at any time and I will respond to him, just like I know he will always respond to me.

So yeah. There’s definite cycle here and I can tell you there is nothing in world like having someone tell you that they still love you, 30 years after the fact and feeling the same way. And if I had jacked these men up somehow, or them me, I don’t think this would be happening, do you?

Sometimes, for some people, “I love you,” really means, “I LOVE YOU.” And if you find yourself one of these people…well the word for me is “ecstasy”. And to be a person like this, same thing!

So there you go. Saturn transit to Venus and I am not surviving, but thriving. And obviously if I treated people like shit…well I would probably be deprived (Saturn) of relationship (Venus) to teach my sorry ass a lesson! Which would also be good, yes? Because it would pressure me to look at how I treat others.

The universe is always acting in your best interest. Always! And apparently I am a little light on the self esteem…on how I value myself (Venus) so here comes support (Saturn). From the AMF and just in case I’m mixed up (and with Venus square Neptune, I generally am) here comes additional support from 28 years ago.

What can I say? Thank you, God.

My only hope now is that I continue to warrant and deserve this kind of love and respect and devotion. I will try, and humbly so.