So Teenager, first I want to say I reject questions sometimes for being too “personal reading-ish”. And then I come along with a blog like this that is exactly that. This information is pertinent to you. But there is method here.

Your chart is a very strong representation of various energies. You’re a super specimen, you could say. And people will see themselves in you. But it’s also because you’re a teenager. And if you are willing to expand yourself by asking a question like this and absorbing the answer, it leaves a thirty year old no excuse!

So what you’re got is a stellium in Scorpio. That’s a mother lode of the sign and this would be the part of you that is very demanding in relationships. But it is not this side of you that goes out and makes the friends “easily” in the first place. That’s your Aquarius rising.

The rising sign shows a person’s first handshake. And Aquarius as a rule is very social and accepting and all people. And they are skilled at putting people at ease, so you can start to see the problem setting up here. The airy side of you (the intellectual side) goes out in the world and meets and greet and meanwhile where is Scorpio? Lying in wait? ::smiles:::

Now that right there is enough to keep you challenged for a lifetime. Because Aquarius and Scorpio don’t get along!! One of them is ultra detached, the other devouring! Problem? Hell yes.

But the plot is even thicker. You’ve got considerable Sagittarius energy as well. And what’s that want? It wants to get around! It wants to travel. It does not want to be tied down, no way, no how. Hmmm..

Last you have a Capricorn Moon. Conjunct Saturn in Capricorn no less! And lemme tell you, this is a conjunction that will not be ignored!! What you didn’t mention in your post is you feel like crap when this phenomena happens with your friends and various relationships. The rejection has got to be nearly unbearable.

But take heart. I have a plan! That’s a Capricorn thing by the way. We plan. We have to. Our lives are so difficult, we face such incredible impediment, that we simply have to plot a course or we’ll never get up the hill. So I’m coming back tomorrow with my idea on how you might navigate all this.

To be continued

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