Dear Blind,

First I’d like to congratulate you. You’re not even 25 years old and you’re on to you! This is rare. And since I don’t have to get you hip to your MO, it makes my job very easy. I only need redirect, so here I go.

Hell yes, this is in your chart. This is your curse and this is your gift. At the moment, you are using your gift to curse yourself, but it is utterly possible to reverse that. Gift yourself with your curse.

First, come to understand that this thing you do is ultra, ultra creative. Think about it. Sow’s ear becomes silk purse in your hands. That’s talent, babe. And it’s there. It’s your energy and it needs an outlet.

Compare this to a person with an overload to male energy. Someone who is just very YANG. What would be their options?

Well, they might run roughshod through life, obliterating everything in their path. Alternately they might focus their energy and become an Olympic athlete. But either way, the energy WILL play, see? So you have a choice like this.

Let me give you a for instance.

At the moment, your energy plays in love affairs, to disastrous result. But what if you were on stage, hmm? Think you could act as if you love some guy playing opposite you on stage? Well, hell yes! Like breathing, you could do this and guess what? No pain! You do your thing - your art - then go home to your man who is REAL.

Say you took up belly dancing. And you went and danced in some Greek restaurant on Fridays. You would be the object of people’s projections, yes? And you’d be working, but it’s all about illusion, isn’t it?

I’m telling you, you’re a creative artist and you can take command of your own energy. Quit wasting it by dreaming up losers. Instead find a more appropriate stage for your undeniable talent. At that point you will find your real partner, because he’s out there.

Good luck.